hana's writing is something that disappoints me so much. maybe i'll make a more coherent post later but like. there is so much potential that went to waste. ntombi casually mentions that hana lied about everything in their relationship, but what did he lie about? did she create a false version of herself and her past? what were his specific lies? is she normally as casually violent as she is with haiyu and katsura, or is that just a result from her killing her parents? does he like being basically put back into a caregiver role in the killing game, serving food for everyone each meal? why did she fall in love with ntombi specifically; was ntombi the first one to show him kindness and value him as a person? sigh. i wish she wasn't just a bpd stereotype
