Summary:

Akoya was the first one to notice the look in Yumoto's eyes and he was the last one to notice it.

Forever

Notes:

They learned fast, that it gave things about Yumoto, they couldn't even believe. As example, he forgets his own birthday and when he remembers he just let's it be. No celebration, no happy smiles and shouts. But they found out why.

Kinugawa Atsushi

"A cake?"

"Hai, I made it myself," Atsushi said happily.

"Wah, thank you, Senpai!"

Atsushi smiled, "It's a present so don't worry."

It made Yumoto blink.

"A present..."

Kusatsu Kinshiro

"Are you okay?" Kinshiro looked at him, trying to understand what was going on.

"Hai! I'm just so happy, that Kaichou is spending time with me!"

"...I see," Kinshiro said, even yet, not used to Yumoto's happiness. Shortly after he smiled and gave Yumoto a book.

"Here, it's about animals."

"Really? Thanks so much!" And Yumoto smiled brightly.

Naruko Io

Io looked at Yumoto, not knowing what to do. He wasn't used to spend time with Yumoto, so he didn't knew what to say. He sighed, as he was prepared to tell his Kouhai, that he couldn't do anything with him, since he didn't know him that well. Though everything he wanted to say never left his mouth, after he looked at the first-year.

Yumoto was smiling, a bright, warm and definitely happy aura surrounded him. It startled Io. What did happen, that Yumoto was so happy? He didn't do anything at all.

"Yumoto?"

"Thank you for spending time with me, Naruko-senpai!"

Questioning Io looked at Yumoto.

"You never really talk with me, so spending time with you, is one of the best things I could ask for!"

And as Io saw his Kouhai so happy, smiling and all. He couldn't help, but promise to spend more time with him.

Zaou Ryuu

"Here, I made you some cookies."

"Eh? Really? Thank you!" Yumoto smiled happily, as he bit into a cookie.

"They're yummy!"

"I know right? My grandmother taught me how to do them," Ryuu grinned, though he stopped, as he saw Yumoto cry.

"Is something?"

"You grandmother taught you? And you did them for me? Thank you so much."

Ryuu sighed and smiled, as he patted Yumoto's head.

"It's okay."

Gero Akoya

Not many may believe it, since Akoya was always a bit arrogant, but when it came to Yumoto he was one of the kindest people. Probably because he saw his older bullied self in Yumoto and didn't want, that Yumoto ended up lying to himself.

"I something, Yumoto-kun?" Akoya asked, as he saw how Yumoto gazed at nothing particularly.

Snapping out of whatever he was, Yumoto smiled calmly. A bit like Ibushi Akoya noted.

"Nothing... I just was wondering."

"Huh? Wondering? About what?"

"Why the others and you remembered my birthday. I didn't even remember it myself."

"Because we care about you."

Yumoto was left startled.

Arima Ibushi

"Here some biscuits and tea."

"Eh? Thank you, Ibu-chan-senpai!"

Ibushi chuckled, but stopped after some seconds and looked seriously at Yumoto.

"I was wondering... Why are you surprised, at everything we do today?"

Yumoto stopped eating the biscuits and looked at his Senpai.

"I'm just not used to it."

"Used? To what?"

"To celebrating my birthday and becoming so many presents."

"Eh, what about Hakone-san?"

"Gora-ann-chan does give my a present, but that's all, since I asked him for it."

"Why?"

"..."

Neither of the did say anything anymore.

Yufuin En

Both were in the bad house.

"... Sorry, Yumoto. The only present I could give you was a scarf."

"Thank you, Senpai. I appreciate it, since you made it yourself."

"How...?"

"You did look tried for some days."

That's were En noticed how observant Yumoto was.

"I hope it keeps you warm from the cold." I hope it protects you from feeling alone.

All

After some minutes the others were too there and Yumoto smiled at them.

"Thank you for the presents and celebrating with me!"

"No problem," Atsushi spoke.

It was quiet for a while, until En spoke up.

"Yumoto... Why do you seem so hesitant?"

"Hesitant? I'm not."

"Yes, you are," Kinshiro agreed.

"Well, maybe not hesitant, but you don't seem like your usual self today," Ibushi said.

"Come on," Ryuu said.

Yumoto looked at the ground and suddenly they could hear him cry.

"Look what you did, Zaou," Akoya spoke, as he walked to Yumoto.

"I'm not at fault! Maybe he began to cry, after he saw your ugly face."

"Ryuu that doesn't make sense, since Yumoto didn't see him for the first time and Akoya never changed his appearance," Io said, as he too walked to Yumoto and laid a hand on his shoulder. Akoya smirked triumphal.

Ibushi sighed and lifted Yumoto's head, to wipe his tears away. Atsushi, En, Ryuu and Kinshiro looked worried at him.

"Yumoto?" Atsushi asked.

Again nothing was said, until Yumoto smiled.

"Yumo...to?" Ibushi gazed worried at him.

"I'm sorry... It's just that I'm so happy."

All blinked, at what he said.

"Happy... Why?" Akoya asked.

"Because I just remembered, how I used to celebrate my birthday, with my parents before they died."

"...Yumoto."

"I'm so thankful."

"No, we should thank you."

All smiled at him.

Love is something you should appreciate after all.

Happy Birthday Hakone Yumoto

-

Now, I hope, that everyone could enjoy this fanfic a bit.

The damn story is out.

You shined so bright, without care Never forgot who you were Listened and smiled Talked and failed

You wanted everyone to be happy And everyone didn't know, that you felt crappy Always tried, never cried

You know how they say: The people who smile, are the who want to cry What a perfect description Practical your inscription

They never knew how you cried They never knew how you lied With your fake smile On your fragile profile

But this wasn't all This just began

Your brother, so loving Never shoving You knew You knew You knew

You knew...

It was all a lie

You were just a bother And now it's all over You lost your sanity And held on your futility

Forget the reality Lived in insanity

Oh, caged futility

I’m back, with that shit... I’m sorry.

Hey, it’s me again, after some time.

It’s been awhile since we all heard, that a second season of Boueibu is comming. I thought about what could happen in the second season. (It killed me, because there are so many ideas.) I decided, that thinking about it, isn’t my forte.

Well, I decided I need to write something, for the IbuYu pairing, before I completely lose my sanity. (I probably did years ago, but I don’t care.)

He blinked. This was new. But he wasn’t shocked neither surprised. All were, just he not. All looked at him, as if something was wrong, with him. He came to the conclusion, it probably was.

-

It wasn’t like they meant to be mean, when they looked at him, like that. It was just, that they were confused. Everytime, something common happened, Yumoto would be confused or even surprised. As if he wasn’t from this world. But when it came to thing’s, that were uncommon or even unpredictable, Yumoto looked like he knew it the whole time. They don’t understand, what happens in his head.

And they, probably, never would.

-

The sky was a clear blue. But the sun didn’t shine. ‘Like my life’, Yumoto thought. His life was like the blue sky, a good one. But he wasn’t happy.

After the whole thing, with the monster, they befriended the Student Council. He was happy, he thought he could have more friends, but this wasn’t how it ended.

No, it ended, so, that Akoya-senpai, Ryuu-senpai and Io-senpai were always together, doing something. Also Atsushi-senpai, En-senpai, Kinshiro-senpai and Arima-senpai.

They forgot about him.

-

Ibushi looked, for a while, at Yumoto. Like the others, he found it odd. Odd, that Yumoto didn’t find it surprising, that Wombat decided to come back.

Then he remembered, what happened some days ago.

He noticed, that the others forgot about him. So, he spent a some, of his time with Yumoto. But he wanted to look after Kinshiro, so he couldn’t spend all his time, with Yumoto.He waited for the day, where Yumoto would snap and hate them all.

But it never came.

As he asked, some days ago, why. Yumoto just smiled, “Why should I hate them? They deserve to be happy!”

And as he was home, he cried. Cried, because such a human could exist.

-

“Why do you call me by my last name and first, like everyone else?”

Yumoto blinked, at the question. Should he answer it? Why not.

“Because it hurts.”

“It hurts, why?”, Ibushi asked.

The First-year turned to him, “Because I love you”

-

“Because I love you.”

Ibushi’s eyes widened. 'He loves me?’ How should I respond to that? He closed his eyes. Yumoto didn’t deserve to feel pain anymore.

“I love you too.”

“Don’t.”

“Yumoto?”, Ibushi blinked, confused.

“Don’t lie to me. You love Kinshiro, not me.”

Again, his eyes widened. He waited, waited, that Yumoto would yell at him, for lying.

“Thank you, Senpai. Thank you for caring.” And Yumoto smiled, the most beautiful smile, then walked away.

Ibushi swore he saw an angle.

-

Silent tears made thier way, on his check. But he kept smiling.

People think that falling in love is beautiful. It is.

But the forgot, that love isn’t just a happy feeling.

It is a painful feeling, as well.

Love is a experience.

Love is motivation.

Love is evolving.

Love is trust.

Love is understanding.

Love is a memory.

Love is healing and more…

…but most importantly, love is feeling.

And because of this, Yumoto couldn’t help but love. He couldn’t hate anyone.

Because he didn’t want to forget, how to love.

—–

You can imagine the people to be, who you want! A gang has it's people. It gave good people, in good gangs or it gave bad people, in bad gangs. A leader did knew, that his new member was a good person. Okay, they weren't exactly a bad gang but neither a good. His new member was a nice person, no one would think this person would be in a bad gang. But the leader and the other members knew better. The new member was a sadistically genius, that could be nice. The new member was dangerous.

One day, the leader deciced, that the new member should go, kidnap someone. They had to much work, to look after the hideout. The new member smiled the I'm-going-to-break-you-mentally-bitch smile. And the leader couldn't help but pray, for the poor soul, that would be the new member's victim.

Well, you couldn't know how surprised he was, when he met the poor victim, heal and not somehow broken. But what let him drop his jaw was, that there was one person more.

He couldn't think why. The new member was a sadist but would never hurt more, than a person, when it could be advoided. He looked at the member and asked, "Why there are two people? I just asked for one." The member looked at him and smiled. "But there is just one person, don't you see?", was the reply. The leader became a bit angry. "Don't mess with me. There are two people!" The member's smile didn't fade." I'm not messing with you. Don't you see? The two hold hands, with each other." The leader became confused, "But you yourself just said, that there tw-" "One person or also two bodies, with one soul. Their each others lover. So, their souls are one together. They one person."

The both lovers had a red face, while the leader blinked. This one action showed just, how nice this one member was.

Months later, the leader found out, the new member lost his love, in a car accident. Why, he asked himself. Why did the member let the lovers be together? Even if the member was nice, his character seemed like he would try anything, to break them. As he asked the member this question, the member just smiled. "Because I lost my love, I did help them." He didn't understand.

Years later, the leader understood, what the member meant. Over the years, the two became something like best friends. But one day the member died in accident. And the leader understood. The member didn't break the lovers apart, because no one should feel such pain. No one.

The member knew the pain, of losing someone. The member knew the pain, of being someone you didn't want to be. The member knew the pain, of much things... ...the pain of smiling a fake smile or not smiling, because their are not happy.

And the leader thought, 'Is there a chance to change my gang to a good gang, who would help anyone? It doesn't matter who. It doesn't matter, if they love the same or the other gender. It doesn't matter, if they wish to have a other gender or to be someone other. It doesn't matter, how they look like. It doesn't matter, if they good or bad in school or other things.'

"It doesn't matter, as long, they smile, because their happy."