#written2k16

Happy 2K16. 

Ringing in the new year by sending out a few things to people who have had a impact on me, big or small. I’m rarely able to express things to people so this might get weird. I was going to do a compiled list but I wanted to this on individual bias meaning I might write more but starting small.  @butxaerfly - Taessi : ƸӜƷ @trulyxhoseok - Koala : ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

@idekicantthink - Taetten : ♤ @trulyhyomin - Hyona : ♢ @ctrltaehyvng - Taeko : ♧

@kookve - MemeSon : ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Dear Koala Bi,

I think I write anything I write to you like seven times in my head before pen even hits the paper. I don’t know why because usually it starts to flow right after I start writing. To my Koala, my caffeine, my sunshine and my hope @trulyxhoseok if only words could describe how amazing you have been to me. Each moment I spend with you is precious and reminds me great things come when you least expect them.

I never expected to meet you or to grow close to you but I can never be more happy or thankful that I have and did. It’s been a up hill climb and I have enjoyed every moment of it even the slight tumbles. It’s nice know when you can be can be completely honest with someone and not be afraid to be judged or worried about losing them. We have both done this and it speaks to why we are together.  Writing to you and explaining my feelings is getting easier. Being beside you is the best place and the one where I am most comfortable whether we’re alone or not. Apart or together, I will always want to be with you and my heart is for you. I might be pretty bad at showing my full adoration and appreciating for you, especially in public but I know with time I will get better so I can always remind you.

Dear Taeyeon,

It is 2k16 and no one had figured out our reference yet. We’re the fucking greatest. You know writing letters to you get’s harder with everyone I write because I still can condense a fucking emotion into words. Ah my best friend @butxaerfly got me fucked up. Merry 2k16, oh how things have changed and where have you been: right there beside me every step of the way. To say you mean a lot to me is a understatement to say you mean the world is still not enough. You’re own special category of appreciation and I still don’t appreciate you enough. Close is even the right word to describe how we are together. Even if we’re both busy most of the time and barely see each other I still know I could probably never see you within the year and we’d still be so close knit and on the same page it would scare everyone around us. Which we already do but that’s cool they’ll get use to it if they don’t sucks to suck. We’re undeniable and they’re in denial.

I guess I can say I am grateful to you to put it simply. No matter what you are there. You put up with my bad decisions, my indecisiveness and my complaints, my random four am text and my crazy ideas that would probably get us kicked out of the industry. I’m joking I’m not that bad... yet. Still I’m glad you’re by myself through the good and the bad. I hope you know I’m by yours as well.  The more I think about 2K15 I don’t think it was a bad year we had some things go to shit but overall it was pretty good for both of us since I can say you are the only person I talked all 365 days of the year. You have only grown strong and become a even better person this despite what you may think. I say you’re great and I know you and how hard you are on yourself. You’re so giving and caring. You may not think it be you’re a blessing to all. 

Dear Taeko

The hashtag makes me laugh oh man. The other half of the the Daikonic Duo, the Taeko to my Choiga, the Taekokoro. Oh man where do I begin because to put how great you are into a few simple words wouldn’t be enough. Since day one you have been the utter most joyous person to ever cross my path like you fell from the heaven or something you’re a freaking angel. 

You’re precious and I have like this amount of adoration for you that I don’t even know how to describe. You are precious, kind, great and funny. Everyone is lucky to have you in their lives, keeps you forever to be honest.

 2k15 was good for us despite some hardship I’d say we did great. I think 2k16 will be better and we have a lot to look forward to and even more to take over and convert to Daikonism. In the spirit of our mascot, the running Daikon, keep running forward we even have a chorus we can play in the background now.

Dear Hyona

Oh my beautiful Hyona, the one who never ceases to brighten my day with her presence @trulyhyomin. First of all thank you, you have been cool since the first day we spoke. Funny, loving and charismatic you are a role model and someone to be admired. I don’t know how I became worthy of meeting someone like you, not that I am your fan boy or anything, I mean I’m very normal. Please don’t run away even if you do I will welcome you back with open arms. 

Anyways I think 2015 was a good year for us. I can never thank you enough for all the time you have been there for me even if I wouldn’t tell you what was going on you still came to my side. I still feel I need to get better at doing the same for you though. Let me play the piano for you, ok? I hope to always be someone you can trust. Please continue to be strong in this new year thank you for being you both who you are and who you will become. Let’s have a great new year and continue to be friends. It’s so nice being close to you, you are a highlight in my life. Thank you endlessly my beautiful Hyona. I know I say this a lot and I mean it every time, I can never be grateful enough you are in my life.

Dear Taehyung,  More like dear Taetten, ah my 95z line sinner, born sinner ,singer and otherwise @idekicantthink. What can I say? How would I go on without you? Especially since we’re close. I think you’re probably the only one who I can say the most off the wall things to and just have you go with them since the moment we met. I think it took us a moment to get as close as we are now but that was most likely because of me.

I’m just glad we’re friends now because you’re one of the best kind of people there really isn’t a single word that can describe what kind exactly in my opinion. I can say 2k15 has been a change for us but I still think the bond we have is strong. Taega is a lifelong bond we will share and I’m glad to be a part of it as your hyung. You have grown as a artist as well and have been working very hard. I think it is good I like seeing how happy you get at those times.

Dear Son, Happy New Year thank you for being a great friend and son to me in the year of 2015 and welcome to 2016, @kookve. I mean you’re an adult now and.....shit why are you adult though? I can’t call you kid anymore  Anyways thanks for being there when I need you and offering your presence at a whim. I’m glad you are comfortable enough to talk to me and actually come to me to ask things, I’ll always try to help to the best of my ability. My parenting may not be up to par.....actually what is parenting you’re an adult you’re on your own now. Just don’t get yourself killed. I don’t tell you often but I love you and I hope you know that even though you did hit me in the face that one time. I’m joking. Grow well this year and keep working hard. I like watching your progress and how passionate you are. Thank you. Let’s have a great and happy new year son.