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these two things have been rotting on my ssd since december of last year apparently :āD

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1mm notes (ch2)
this was done back in february, but i was contemplating the direction of the ending i was headed towards. going all wishy-washy up until i realized my rewrites were not working. but things are now irreversibly locked in place.
Ā sad karaās so auxillary here, but iāve been dying for her, alice, & luther in more of my stuff since simon of peraea, but they will be more prominent on other stuff iām working on. uh. thatās the plan, anyway. :āD
Ā i enjoy foreshadowing and bookends & to change a few things would ruin a lot of my plans for what this turned out to be. SIGH. methinks part 3 will be random day-in-the-life shite, but not sure. the epilogue will be on itās own.
Ā & i wanted to be clear how alike but stupid mar&con are. thereās a lot of similarities in their misconceptions ā i.e. āeverything & nothingā being echoed & another example being:
markus: soulmates are for other people connor: soulmates are a human thing both: EVERYTHING I TOUCH GETS RUINED
so, itās not like one-sided looking, maaaybe? IDK. JUST KNOW: THESE GUYS ARE IDIOTS.
hope it was not a nightmare to get through. ĀÆ\_(źŖŠźŖ)_/ĀÆ WHY CANāT I WRITE A FLUFFY SOULMATE AU? MY PLANS. ALL OF THEM. GONE.
Ā maybe the next one. orz
p.s. when my stories are nonchronological, i tend to think of them more chronologically emotional. events pertinent to the plot & characterās emotions line up better so they follow each other. i try to put as much timeline giveaways to give them sense without being too overbearing with useless details and i think they work best when thereās less immediate dissection and more going with the flow reading. or not, lol - my head is a strange place. :āD
1mm notes (ch1)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/17640710
this got away from me. originally, it was supposed to be short & sweet. then it was gonna have some degree of smut. then it became a "Connor goes, āā¦Oh.ā Realizing heās gotten deviancy all wrong." then i remembered i always wanted to include a random running scene a la wes anderson, which screwed all the plans, changing this from a lit!boner fluff to whatever it is now.
hank got a scene removed but the one left in the story made me want to rip off tamako love story...SO I DID.
then it became this monster. my doc is filled with notes to the side and it's just getting too insane.
& QD TOTALLY LAZIED TF OUT WITH TWO PAINTING PIECES LOOKING EXACTLY THE SAME IN CARLāS & KAMSKIāS HOUSE. OAO
simon of peraea notes
https://archiveofourown.org/works/17335442
this was so biblical. finally! ALL THOSE YEARS OF GUILT, SHAME, AND REGRET HAVE PAID OFF SOMEWHAT.
this story went totally off-road from original plans since a fake-out connor/chloe wound up feeling tacky to me.
in the end, simon & markus both end in the same place/walking away from what they canāt have. so! success???
i was also gonna make simon realize josh was there all along HELLOOOO YOU WERE WEARING HIS UNI SHIRT, BOIII (& there were hints that stayed in the story) but that would be like a crazy love pentagram & iām struggling with even getting markusā perspective from the triangle simon is seeing & barely passing this as a love trapezoid.
plus, simon has to move on from his markus fascination for that realization to strike gold. plus, simon is an unreliable narrator. plus, his parts with north & josh were cut because this already an unwieldly beast.
apologies for the OCs & original names. CANāT DO SHITE ABOUT IT. unless reading āthat one asian sex robot yanno who i meanā etc throughout the entire thing is a standard i need to get behind.
ONE DAY IāLL WRITE MY MARCON MAGNUM OPUS: HOW THEYāRE FATED/ETC. BUT TODAY IS NOT THAT DAY.
Hijack: angst, bits of (imagined) gore, a very needy Jack. idk
Jack surrounds himself in colours and light to escape from the cold and darkness inside. Ā

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