#writepril

April 4:

Finally getting around to starting this album commission.

Someone wanted me to draw their cat who just passed away as a mecha angel cat. I was hesitant on accepting this commission because i hate drawing robots/mecha. And i told them this, i said:

I dont know if this is going to be good.

They said they trust it will turn out good, that they believe what i draw will be nice. This support and kindness is what made me happy but nervous about starting the project because

1. i was afraid it would not be good.

2. I hate drawing mecha

But i sent the progress/draft to the client and they say its good and they like it. Im glad,

Thinking about the desire to do drugs. Strangely enough in the feeling of a newfound ‘emotional freedom’ (freedom from emotionz) i’m feeling there’s this like desire from somewhere robust (or maybe not so? wooden?) in the heart/mind to depart into that other world. Like finally i’m okay enough again to take the risk. But I’m not gonna but the back that back of the ribcage just wants to meet the wall, the way I want to close my eyes while walking, the way the vision wants to touch down in front of me..

Two dead pigeons slowly disintegrating in the street represent:

The ecstasy of homosexuality

Reading two books at the same time

Our eyes

The B+J pillars flanking high priestess

The Toronto Blue Jays

Trying something and then Trying again

Easter

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What could I register today? Could I even begin to speak about Syd Barrett? Is he standing right behind me? 

Inside me I feel

Alone and unreal (Late Night, Syd Barrett, 1970)

Hi all:)

1st Writepril entry of Writepril 2026. Awesome.

In honour of first entry imma throw it back to a memory in which Ava and I were sitting our happy asses down in the beloved Colombian cafe sort of drenched in directionless grief and laissez-faire presence discussing a day-by-day objective of, for the simple pleasure of accomplishing it, writing every day and sharing with each other. Our friends at the time hopped into it and we got to share little pieces of our thoughts into language each day with one another. I remember sitting in the break room at my Fuck Ass work eating a sandwich on my lunch break as fast as I possibly could while the entire establishment filled up with customers despite me being the only person staffed, and taking that damn 3 minute break with all that I had just to write and publish my Writepril and comment on my friends’ posts. It’s been some time and I’m not sure who the freak I am or where I am or what my goals are, more than ever now, older, watching the wheels go by. It’s great sometimes in a very zen and chic sort of way. Sometimes it leaves me entirely discombobulated when all I really want is to “bobulate….”

Anyway. Welcome to Writepril 2026:) I’m excited to write, read, draw, see, and comment. Much love ,

april 3:

Today its nice outside, i look forward to drawing outside again

The hardest part for me when it comes to making comics is writing . I struggle a lot with writing, i think always i sound childish and naiive but i think that should be okay if others like it. But do i like it? Not sure. I think its part of me.

I wanted to be an author when i grow up and my 2nd gradeteacher told me she would buy my book if i ever made one. Since then ive made several books, but theyre not really books, theyre comics.

Are comics books?

Yes.

But, do people take them as seriously as books?

No, unfortunately.

Early to the doctor’s, little dermatology office with a perfect fake window in the ceiling, reminding me of a spring that feels like it never will come! It’s so funny to want so badly that eternal summer, see my lizardness, feel my connection to deserts and rainforests AND to be waiting to see the dermatologist about my growing moles. Will I only ever be able to bask in sunshine temporarily and slathered in chemical? Imagine this tricky little chattering teeth, imagine 

Clockwork Winding With Eyes Jumping Teeth Ghost Teeth Toy Denture Model Kids Toys Jumping Teeth

Clockwork Winding: You’re a redhead, you’re irish and french and scottish and every way canadian, your families have lived for a long time under cloudy weathers of the north and YOU listen to cumbia on long walks and cry and wish you were somewhere else where it’s hot all the time and psychedelic plants grow (and you don’t take them) and you can sweat and eat tortillas all year round. You’re the redhead, you’re prone to skin cancer, you’re sensitive, white, in no place to surrender to the sun like that, welcome home, find your happiness somewhere else..

Me: But I like it.. And it’s the 21st century meaning that summer unfolds you into reality and winter folds you up not into solitude and contemplation but into phone! Into reels and away from the Real… lol

Clockwork Winding: Remember before you got the idea of the desert and the cave and the arroyo… You had the idea about the forest

Me: where da fairies live….

Clockwork Winding: !!!!! *clattering teeth*

Clockwork Winding:

Good quality, high cost performance, and good value for money

It can cultivate children's intelligence and wisdom imperceptibly during play, expressing parents' expectations and friendliness towards their children

Jumping teeth of Toys and Hobbies

It can be worn for dormitory outfits, yoga and fitness. Even at an affordable price, it can still have a high-end feel

april 1: