I can write it, I think, but my perfectionist ass looks at my own writing, the plot, the worldbuilding and think this could be better, you just don't know how.

BUT LISTEN, I already have notes written down. Some vague major plotlines. I want to throw in every trope I crave. Magic, politics, marriage, love and tragedy, deaths. I want it to be this amazing 25k - 30k monster just for myself but AAAAAAA I'm not in my peak writing shape anymore.

Btw, yes I'm still writing Kerosene-Tainted Curtains. I plan to post when I am done writing all chapters instead of writing then posting then writing then posting then wr—

At this point it just feels like grown ass adults refusing to acknowledge wrongdoings because it'll affect their silly lil game, show, etc. I'm not vibing with it and I find it kinda immature as fuck.