May 24, 2020
I cried today. While they are celebrating the eid, here I am night duty, I had 5 patient, I wasn't able to take my break and eat, for 10 hours I didnt peed. Whats makes me sad is we should be 4 SRU duty last night but I am the only one left with the charge isn't unfair right? Why the world is like this. I feel so worthless. They didn't consider me I am a muslim? I Should be celebrating the eid. All of them are off except me and the charge. Most of them they took the eid holiday. I know I shouldn't, but I feel like I am betrayed. I am not mad at them, I am mad of myself bcoz I am like this, I can't defend myself thats why people they took advantage of me and treat me like shit. I just want to be alone!
