iv recently been starting to improve what i put into my body and how i treat it. I started working out & loving the high i get off working out. Yes, i love smoking weed and doing drugs. Am i a hypocrite here? That i want to love my body and love what my appearance is too? Ever since i stopped cheerleading, my body felt like i was curling into a ball and my muscles hurt all the time from being lazy. I would go to work and then just sleep in the next time i had to work. I stopped doing things i really love doing because of that. I stopped being fit.. I would hate going to the gym cause i would be alone and all the guys would stare like pigs.. But now i have such a different out look on it. You want to look at me while i’m at my lowest & sweating trying to perfect the booty.. Wait to you see when the progress is shown. It’s almost a booster. It motivates me to get up in the morning and go to the gym twice a day. 

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Gains Gains Gains.