#worf-rambles

Find something to eat after work, maybe wash my hair, maybe use a hair mask beforehand, maybe put a dresser together again that fell apart, maybe clean the bathroom…

Milky white, medium-short coffin and natural white marble with gold flakes on the ring finger (tell me you were a teen/ young adult in the early 2010s without telling me). And it looks gorgeous, elegant, classy, winter-y (what I wanted)!

When it’s cold but the sun shines so bright through the afternoon that had been dark just a few weeks prior.

And I remember again that existence can be kind and that the seasons change and so do I and I am part of the dance called life and that something new and ancient will come.

Tonight am I experiencing the worst case of executive dysfunction I have in some time, I hate it here. I am in sensory overload and physical exhaustion from the day, sleep deprived and nearing the end of my cycle so my hormones are going crazy.

It includes a little hike uphill through the woods and honestly I am not mad about that. The time I save is extraordinary, even while slowly walking uphill (I am not well trained currently) am I saving at least five minutes, if I am quicker seven.

And I am also happy about the extra movement I get this way because due to money and health and living situation reasons am I a little short on regular body supporting movement in my everyday life and I have to take this way anyway everyday, so why not let it support me and my needs.

Also it’s a beautiful morning today and a walk in nature always lifts the spirits. (My inner druid is saying hello!)

This was not how the weekend was supposed to go. Also had weird dreams and feel even drained than before.

(I want to get boba tea every day as a treat after work. 🥲)