apologies for the shit ton of ao3 notifs you just got from me!! I think of your fics daily and i got offended at myself when i realized that i had never commented, so i made it a mission to comment a ton (and then went overboard). whoops!
- wolfxe
I admit, when I opened my page to see 46 messages I nearly had a heart attack - like, did I send a death threat to someone in my sleep?? what did I doooo?
and then all your comments made me cry, I am 100% not joking. I ended up reading some of my older stuff that I haven't looked at in years and like...somehow ended up missing my old self? trying to look at my work through your eyes and the distance of time helped me realize perhaps I didn't suck as much as I thought I did. (those first few were roooough though, bless you for commenting on them <3) god I fucking loved writing mcreyes, I really did.
I still have two unfinished mcrey fics, both are mostly mapped out and just need to be written. I don't know why they're unfinished, maybe because both are kind of Big, in both word count and concept. I opened those docs again for the first time in years, and put a couple of hundred words down.
so thank you, sincerely, for helping me remember why I started writing fic in the first place <3
