#withoutthefreakshow

"Start wearing makeup like a normal girl." "Do something with your hair, straighten it, maybe." "Wear girlier clothes, stop being a tomboy." "Start wearing jewelry, and none of those piercings, I mean normal girl jewelry." "Dress like your friends, imitate their style. Makeup, hair, clothes, jewelry, even for small things, like going shopping or buying groceries. Just be a girl, for fucks sake." Okay fine, fine I'll do that. Okay I've done that, and now everyone gets pissed when I need time to do my makeup, when I won't wear something unless it's in style with my friends, when I do exactly what they've asked and dress and act like a girl and copy the girls I know because, "I dress up to much.", "I used to get ready quickly but now it takes forever.", "I'm always trying to show off.", "I'm to worried about how I look." Um okay if I can't be a boy, I can't be a tomboy girl, I can't be girly, but I can't be the in between of any of those, what the hell should I be?

Ever have on those days where you don't wanna get out of bed? Not because you feel sad, or depressed, but simply because you feel really relaxed and safe and warm and okay under your comforter and you know that, for whatever reason when you get out of bed, you will feel nervous and vulnerable and exhausted because the feelings just drain your energy? Today's one of those days for me (dad says it's just my anxiety problems) and I'm like just nooooo I don't wanna get out of beeeeeed I'm taking a gap year because skipped grades anyway why must I get up

Anyone wanna rp? Drop me a starter, maybe? Ask for a starter, maybe? Come hand out with Vanya because he's cute and a tiny little snake dude??

Gosh darn it Homework and chores all day and now I've gotta do my history paper /cRYING/

So I'm with my dad and he's washing the car at this self car wags place. Someone calls and he's not even started washing the car yet and so I roll down the window like "papa, your guys call in' you" and he turns around with the water hose on and just like Sprays me in the face for like ten seconds and I can't even more because I'm protecting the electronics Omfg and now my face and hair are wet and we're not even going home for like an hour

i aM BACK FROM THE DEAD HELLO ALL OF YOU LOVELY PEEPS I MISSED ALL OF YOU HIT ME UP IF YOU WANNA RP OKAY