#with language

the other night i dreamed that i forgot how to talk

One thing that really bugs me is when people make fun of how I say things. I have trouble pronouncing so many things and saying certain words and I mess up words or sentences a lot and people make fun of it all the time. I’m extremely self conscious about it to the point where I avoid saying problem words, sometimes using words that mean the same thing or pretending I forgot the word to get out of saying it. Because it fucking sucks when people laugh at something I struggle so much with. It’s so frustrating that my brain and mouth can’t seem to get it together and communicate successfully, please don’t draw attention to it??