Farewell: An Explanation
To my threading partners, I am sorry to leave. This is very much an individual callout post, and you are not required to read it. I loved my time here with you. I am sorry that your administration has driven me out, and then withdrawn from my own endeavors and stolen membership from us in doing so, but those who would blindly follow a false god belong with them.
On the 28th of March last year I found courage and solace in liberating myself, on this blog, from an oppressive regime founded under a woman of vile constitution and false humanity who used emotional manipulation, gaslighting, lies, cowardice, and abuses of her power to control the system and drive people as an empty god on her hollow throne.
Today, the 11th of January, I have been quietly dismissed, without my drop even being published, by another such coward, someone who prides themselves on their ability to criticize others while claiming openness. We became friends because of our mutual trauma and we found new homes. Together. It saddens me now to be forced to leave by the same hand as one year ago. Much like a manectric blaming you for their electricity shocking you, I find a new, evolved version of the same problematic behavior here in UBR.
I am glad to leave, given how the situation has been handled. With no attempt to speak with me, one of the individuals affected, and you can plainly see the mass drop and understand who was affected, I find myself once again unable to be quiet despite being in some ways silenced by management. The moderators left here at UBR are essentially a puppeteer and its playthings, abusing the system and their own rules, cowering away from responsibility while controlling things, and actively spreading lies when concerns are brought up.
My dear Jiji, did you really think you could exaggerate and stretch the truth to people as though no screenshots of reality exist to disprove your ridiculous nonsense? Did you really think you could casually and constantly victimize my child without me knowing? Without any of us knowing? Already you poison people against us. Why? How could you possibly claim the victim after being so horrible to people? How could you possibly spin this? I know how, and it because you are too much like her.
The cultish false happiness of your server makes me physically ill because of the fakeness of it all. Screaming joy at people and love as though you really mean it despite turning around and stabbing your fellow mod in the back multiple times and slandering her name? To her friends? You are no different from Cas, and I don’t mean only in how you mod, but how you write, how you manipulate other roleplayers around you, how you don trauma on your muses as accessories to make them interesting. It makes me sick. In many ways, from how you interact with people to how you write to how you run this group:
You, Jiji, are no different from Cas.
And this is why I have had to leave. Your inability to be a proper mod who follows their own rules, your manipulation of other mods into puppets for your defense, especially around sloppy activity and an unwillingness to take responsibility for it, the way you encourage unhealthy behaviors in your fellow muns in the discord server, the way you nearly force people to coddle and celebrate your muses, and furthermore your disregard for most things. You ignore canon everywhere to suit your needs and then criticize people for doing the same thing.
Hypocrite that you are, slanderer, liar, manipulator, tyrant, and above all else, coward, even sending your puppet to do your work for you because it’s too hard and no one else can have emotions or need things because yours are more important, who try to silence voices and manipulate speech patterns for your own comfort, who use your mental affliction as an excuse for bad behavior with no remorse and no attempt at taking responsibility or improving, but tout your adjustedness as an advice giver to people, I fear for those who you fold in the way I did for every single person Cas made her confidante. You are the problem with UBR, a problem I have had since this place opened.
It is no exaggeration to say that since you founded UBR, I have been concerned that your behavior as mod was too much like Cas. It makes me so angry to see you become her. It makes me so angry to see this place be just like NatPark, but bigger, and less self aware. I am so disappointed in you.
