#winnie problems

I've pretty much worked non-stop for the past 2 weeks-ish with only 1 or 2 days off, both of which I was busy on and I think I've severely over exerted myself. friday I got out at 4 but stayed out until almost midnight. I opened saturday and then had to go to aunt amy's wedding until midnight. opened again sunday and went out with deb and nyd. had a double shift today and ended up having to stay an extra hour. lack of sleep and too much work gave me an insane headache all day today. I'm really tired and I just want to relax and be alone or something. I need a lazy day or a lazy week.

I'm drifting in and out of sleep right now and just as I snapped out of it for a second, the only thought in my mind was "you're a hot churro" ....wtf?????

so my brother came back from cali a few hours ago (it's like 5am right now) and he's already asleep and I'm trying to sleep but... he grinds his teeth in his sleep. and it's really fucking loud and annoying. I... have not missed him at all. I just wanna sleep in peace...

I woke up at 9:30 yesterday (04.17.15) for my 12-8 shift. got out of work and met up with emily at turntable. insoo asked what drink I wanted, I said surprise me. passion fruit something, tasted pretty good. maru after for peach soju, lemon soju, raspberry soju, tequilla shots, lemon drop shots, and midori sour. stayed there for a pretty long time and got to a good drunk. emily's friends left after maru and she and I went to MK cuz neither of us work at food gallery anymore so we're finally allowed in there -_- it was only like 1AM on a friday night but all the spots were already dead. went back to turntable for some chicken before the kitchen closed and then called it a night. went to gary's and woke him up before he had to go to work. I couldn't sleep so I just went with him to help him open since I never opened before. stayed for the duration of his shift helping him out. it's now 11pm, I've been awake 38 hours and I've only slept a collective of maybe 3 hours within the 38. I'm fucking tired.

it's 2:43AM and I need to be awake at 9:30AM for work at 11:45 and... I can't fall asleep and this is gonna suck for me tomorrow at work cuz I'm gonna be absolutely exhausted. but at least I'm working a short shift tomorrow and not a long shift...

couldn't sleep. decided to re-read yu yu hakusho for nostalgia reasons. accidentally read 3 chapters instead of 1. ok goodnight.

FUUUUUUCCCCKKKKK I did it again. it’s 7am and I haven’t slept yet. I’m supposed to wake up at noon. fuck. I fucked up my sleep schedule so badly… -_-

so cold at work, I was literally shaking and hugging myself in the corner by the drinks counter cuz I was freezing. even with the heat on, I was ridiculously cold. curse my weak body for being so sensitive to cold... I get the feeling that this winter is gonna be a particularly cold one and I'll probably spend the majority of it shaking and dying of hypothermia. cool.