#willitend

I’m always where I ended up with myself thinking it’s gonna be different every time. How come it feels so easy to love someone but at the same time feel like we’re fully not there..Does this feel good to you or is just in the moment with you. I hate playing this game with myself knowing I can’t move on but keep trying. It’s making me bitter that I lose myself each time thinking that I’ll be better and that we both love each other wholeheartedly. It doesn’t feel right always on the edge wandering if my significant other is being truthful with these little white lies..I just want to feel like I matter to you like how everything with you matters to me but with him, everything about me is invalid..

Why did we fuck this up....? And why the fuck does it come in waves?

I'm just going to call this #tantrumtuesday - You wanted to sleep on your flight home? Small children can sometimes have other plans in mind. #travelproblems #somuchcrying #willitend #doubtful