Existential Dreams.
It's not necessarily that I'm mad, it's just that I've always personally thought my dreams were too big, To change existence, how can one do that?, like really? It's like I'm trying to go against everything while also learning and studying about those such topics I'm trying to go against, like I personally feel like there is just so much more that what we will ever know, I honestly feel like to exist means to continue and to forever expand, meaning was there ever a beginning? I really don't know, I mean like my poetry is the bridge between where I am and where I want to be, like sitting on a planet or something, being able to breath in space, I honestly feel like we can accomplish these things, I believe there is so much more to existence, then what we know now, as a creator I try to create what I have envisioned to the best of my abilities, I'm trying to do the impossible, the incomprehensible, the indescribable, the ultimate paradox, I'm trying to accomplish what can't be accomplish, and with that I have to realize that I've already failed, but I can never fail because no one has ever did it before, I have to accept that my greatest heights will also be my greatest demise, it is parallel to each other, it is the thing I can't change, it is literally, the reality I dwell in, will words make me mad? Will language?, is poetry my greatest strength and also my greatest weakness? , these things are those tormented ideals and concepts that ponder while I'm sitting in a class room, while meditating, it is, that everything I've learned, I have to be open that it can all be false, to be the true creator, you have to start from forever, cause even zero, is a label, will I ever reach forever? Or will that be never? It is the ultimate paradox that is before me-Mavi.
