#will delete eventually but

So, i have something to say... I kinda dont feel very welcomed lately in the roleplay community, specially in this blog; hence you haven’t seen me here very much lately; and with work rising with speed I don’t find the energy to always come here.

 Though I don’t want to give up on Chitoge! but since i dont get to see much progress in her ( character development, relationships, etc.. ).  and ever since hate has been spreading, and some people in here have become so childish,  spoilt and selfish, I don’t find myself to give them the worthiness of bothering to appear here and call them to reason. I don’t know , be it towards me or roleplayers I like, lately tumblr has been so full of brats ( per say ) that it makes me disgusted and I honestly can comprehend why people start to get fearful of approaching others in their blogs. One day it seems pink and roses, the next one they are being total asses to you : be it because you are popular  or have nice graphics, or you are roleplaying with their rp partners as well, or even because of the thing i got hate for before, which was shipping. 

To be honest I pay no attention to shipping. it just doesn’t interest me. I’m not a fangirl and im proud of saying it. As stated before, to be supportive of other sexualities or ideas, you dont have to like yaoi or poly relationships whatsoever. 

But still i see people being stupid because of this: there have been people who came to my askbox telling me they will not make blogs for male muses, because of the reactions those discriminative yaoi fangirls ( im sorry but its the truth most of the fangirls are discriminative and whiny )  because of the hate received if they chose what kind of sexuality / romance they wanted for their muses.

We are in 2016.

I know a lot of lesbians and gays and they are more comprehensive and kind than you wil ever be.

But back to the main point: people cannot express opinions here. and they cannot show their full potential : not without being robbed of their ideas ( ive been too ), being judged or criticized for having fun and being who they are .

I am sick of this and this is why many times, upon witnessing drama, ( and today was one of those days ) i , although refusing to leave the site, feel more discouraged to come here.