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Just a personal realization
Do you ever feel a bizarre click when you realize the origin of one of your irrational fears is from someone you considered closer than a best friend?
Like I was thinking back to when I first developed the irrational fear of " they aren't replying so they must be mad at me/ I did something to upset them", and I realized that it developed while I was close friends with someone who meant the world to me.
It's just so bizarre looking back and seeing how this irrational fear grew because I let someone who used the silent treatment to such an extent be so close to me.
oh wait… do I? …have a fear of being loved?
hmm it seems like I enjoy teaching ?? does this mean I want to stay in academia and be a professor ?????????
Starting to think the concept of romance isn't real??
Hear me out: I used to think of romance as a stand-in for specialized intimacy, but I am finding out that intimacy is just as strong whether platonic or 'romantic', so if romance =/= intimate, what is it??
Kinda nothing really. Just an arbitrary concept. It feels like it is in the same vein as, like, how some cishet people flaunt their partners more like a show of status than an actual relationship, where they try to make *everyone* know about it.
So like, yeah. Intimacy is the best thing ever and romance isn't even real. Relationships between people can take on all sorts of shapes and sizes and stuff and no two are the same. And I think that is awesome.
Of course, this is also coming from the Demisexual girl who already felt a very blurry line between a relationship and friendship and I think this is likely why I feel that way.
So yeah. :)

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i forgot that fanon is just a word to mean "popular fandom headcanon" bc in my mind i only use it in a derogatory way 😳
Yall know what I realized today? Eating pickles is a wild experience cause like.... i dont eat a pickle and think like ‘this is a cucumber soaked in vinegar!’ im just like ‘hey im eating a pickle!’ i never connect them to cucumbers....
sometimes the best way to show that you care is to not be there at all