karae is going to the ocean beach at winter and getting in the water anyways and then u get Cold 

good on you for being transparent about it!

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

probs a lot of the cure, nick cave, pulp, mr bungle, faith no more, depeche mode, new order, nine inch nails, pixies, p j harvey, tom waits, nick drake, gary numan, maximum the hormone and a lot of other stuff!! like definitely all that stuff but mix in some love live music and that’s it. there’s my taste in music. 

stuff to read would probably be stuff like trainspotting, jpod, everything is illuminated, lost souls (+ other poppy z brite books), 1984, lots of horror manga, oyasumi punpun...idk!! i guess anything from “”Classic literature”” to creepypastas on the web to manga!! stuff to watch would just be whatever anime i ever post on my blog as well as metalocalypse, breaking bad and stuff. i don’t really watch too many tv shows and the ones i’m watching i never finish hahah

2. have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

uuuh idk not really?? i guess the closest i really ever got to reading something that affected me really deeply with how real i thought it was is oyasumi punpun so maybe the author of that? i’m not sure like i guess just how i found everything really painfully relatable sort of makes me pick that but otherwise i have no clue

15. five most influential books over your lifetime.

oooh probably 1984, trainspotting, the picture of dorian gray, the shining and a clockwork orange!!

29. three songs that you connect with right now.

poem: write me a poem

omg i'm not good at poems i'm scared i'll embarrass myself if i write anything serious waaah can i get back to u on that one lmao hold me to this

heart: talk about your crush