Merlin and why I hate tv shows
I spent 3 weeks avoiding the last two episodes of Merlin. Why? Because it is 2016 and there were enough spoilers for me to know what “happens”. I kept trying to talk myself out of it, but NO...I still had this awful feeling.
Well, tonight I overcame my fear. AND IT SUCKED BALLS. Not only am I an emotional mess, but I’m ALSO PISSED. Merlin WILL NEVER BE THE FUCKING SAME!? HOW CAN THE DIRECTORS BE ALRIGHT WITH THAT. Like, his life is just like, well, my destiny is done and now I got nothing and my best friend is dead. WTF MATE. I can’t tell if I’m using anger as a way to avoid my immense feelings, but I really hate this ending...MORE THAN THE HIMYM ending and Eddard Stark dying in the first season of GOT combined. Worst death, ending ever. EVER. I actually still may be in denial really, because I’m still convinced that there is NO REASON he had to die and 5 seasons were for a stupid kingdom. NO. They were for ARTHUR. NOT CAMELOT. I don’t think I can ever see Merlin happy again and that literally breaks my heart.
I’m just going to pretend season 5 never happened, insert that whole Merlin kills Morgana scene and Arthur reveals his magic at the little cove in The Disir into season 4 and get on with my life and not cry myself to sleep BECAUSE YOU CANT TELL US THAT MERLIN AND ARTHUR ARE THE HEADS OF THE SAME COIN OR WHAT NOT AND THEN JUST FORGET THAT...jesus christ. like Merlin can’t exist without Arthur. Personal opinion/the fucking dragons opinion in season one....so I mean...no. MY HEART.
I only half know what I am saying, but seriously, just...the dragons final explanation didn’t even work for me because then you bring old Merlin out and he is just giggitying down a damn road, like the fuck...when the fuck is Arthur coming back. Merlin needs to have other reasons to save Arthur to do more magic. God damn this show.
