#whyamquiet

You wanna know why I'm so fucking quiet? Well, maybe it's because whenever I try to strike up a conversation or try to mingle with people, you'll always be there saying "Ew, you're not wanted here."

or "Um? Friends only?"

"Can you like, go away? You're really awkward and its just ruining our mood, right guys?"

and sometimes you and your friends would suddenly get quiet and stare at me judgementally, eyes saying 'Get out. You don't belong here.', and when I leave, I would hear y'all saying "Finally! That bitch is gone!"

or

"Thank god!"

Honestly, I don't wanna be a sensitive little motherfucker, but it hurts, y'know? It hurts knowing that people don't want you there, that you don't belong.