āI wouldnāt know. This is how I āliveā. If youāre saying that
with pity, then Iām going to fucking kill you, understand?
I donāt need your goddamn sympathy. In a world like this,
full of people who tread on others like so many filthy,
writhing, disgusting worms I need nothing.
Thereās only one thing I want and Iāll get.
Iāll get it done and then the tough shit
will all be over.ā
ć ēåø ćļ¼ Naoya quietly swallows the knot in his throat, electingĀ to bite his tongue. For
his own sake, and for hers. Crossing her had been the furthest thingĀ from what he aimed for. PryingĀ for a fragment of her backstory felt like treading on eggshells, to start.Ā How he justifies
his earlier words probably doesnāt matter to her at this point. Heās positiveĀ thatĀ she can sense his sympathy. Why else would she go as far as to take the extreme ofĀ threateningĀ his life?
Her cynicism towards the world stings enough to bring a close friend to mind.
āBut I just canāt smile at something like that either. Not after hearing what you have to say
about what youāve been through.ā He hesitates warily. The tensionĀ in the air seems thick enough to cut with a butter knife.Ā ā-- Sorry. Really. Iām not trying to make myself out as if Iād be able toĀ comprehend your suffering.ā