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“I rather hope that we do not have to pay for this downtime with some sort of test or exam from the Research Department,” Sephiroth sighed, settling beside Angeal. Time off that was specified as training was rare enough that the general couldn’t help but to be suspicious.

“Ah, but that is no greeting for a friend. How have you been, Angeal?”

Put a “◊” in my ask for a sticky note left on your fridge in the morning by my muse.

Closed RP with whitewingedwarrior

It was weird. A weird feeling in the pit of her stomach that just wouldn't calm. Skylar sat on an ugly plastic chair, rubbing her hands nervously.

Breathe in for four, hold for four, out for four.

She was a SOLDIER. She should not be this nervous. Her injections should have prevented her nerves, or at least steadied them.

"Thanks twin"

Okay so I just saw this great picture that white-winged-warrior ((a super wonderful Angeal Hewley roleplayer who has a really nice Mun and you should go follow them cause they're lovely)) just reblogged, the original poster being the-backwater-experts ((a blog that posts a log of gorgeous FF7 art primarily of Zack and Cloud who is also super lovely and you someone you should all go follow)), and the picture gave me intense feels and now I just want to ramble about ASGZC babies but I've never played the FF games ((Except i think a gameboy version of 1 or 2 which was years ago and I never even finished)) and I don't want to say things that are super stupid and wrong and I'm just ugh! I love these babies and i want to cry about them and give them a happy ending cause even though I've never payed the games I know that they're all dead except for Cloud and Genesis who I think ends up in some cave somewhere and everyone thinks he's dead. 

I just want to cry anyway because I woke up feeling really sad and upset about a lot of different things and I want to cry like a baby and sleep until the sad feeling goes away, but I think the only thing that can make it go away is if I talk to my mom about some stuff that's been happening and smooth things over with her and she's at work and I don't want ot bother her and I'm going to my dad's for the weekend and I jsut UGH! I want the sad to go away and I want to draw and edit fan fiction and Do stuff to make me happy but I have chores to do and I have to tell my dad I failed a college course and have to retake it and I just put a really big load of clothes in my washing machine and now it's making ominous sounding noises and I'm scared I over loaded it btu I don't want to stop it and take some out because then the stuff I take out might get moldy and I don't want my stuff to get moldy and just UGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Takes deep breath to calm self a little bit*

I think I need to calm down, make myself a cup of tea ((and hope it helps I haven't had a tea i really liked in years)) and just get to work doing something to keep me occupied for a bit like clean the kitchen and listen to some music. Probably Kinky Boots which I recently got to see with my Mom on Broadway as a Christmas present and it was AMAZING! it completely deserved the award of best musical and Billy Porter ((the man who originated the role of the drag queen Lola)) deserves every praise he's gotten and more than earned his win for best actor for the role. It's even more amazing when you find out that this is his first major role in a Broadway musical, his big break out role.the two most powerful songs in the whole show were I'm Not My Father's Son and Hold Me In Your Heart.  Not My Father's Son was a duet with him and the shows other main character Charlie but it was mostly Lola and Hold Me In Your Heart was a solo and it was so beautiful and powerful and it almost got a standing ovation when I saw it. The applause for that number alone lasted at least a minute and a half which is a really long time for applause at a Broadway show when it's not the final number which this song wasn't. The whole show got a standing ovation and it was just such an amazing show. It had a really great story with some wonderful comedy and some really fun and upbeat numbers, but at the same time it stayed true to it's message of accepting people as who they are and not losing sight of who you are along the way. It was such a beautiful musical and had managed to become my favorite musical tied with Les Miserables which has been my favorite musical for years now and I never thought I would like anything as much as I loved Les Mis. I definitely recommend seeing it if you ever get the chance, or even listening to the music. There was also a book which the whole show was based on that the author based on his own experiences I believe ((don't quote me on that though)) and there was a movie based on the book. I have not read the book or seen the movie but I plan on reading the book when I get the chance. It's a beautiful story of loving and accepting yourself and those around you for who they are and everyone should see it for that message alone.