Amnesia is my favorite thing, so I wanted to take a closer look at what exactly Grace wrote on his heartbreaking little lists.
First up: the WHO AM I? whiteboard:
WHO AM I?
Science Teacher 7th grade[rs?]***
Bay Area
Single Doctor
Always Muscles??
GOOD AT MATH!!! *
Good at cursive
Carl … (Foggy) **
Glasses … All the time?
-OK w/ Cilantro
HOW DID I GET HERE?
[unreadable]
-*There's maybe a continuity error here: the earliest visible version says Friends? above good at cursive, but you'd think he'd write that after Good at math!!! (i.e. thinking through things he's good at) - but possibly he just erased Friends? and inserted Good at math!! at some later point after getting more memories back. (see end for my personal headcanon)
-**In the earliest version, there was a line that read Doctor of Teaching?. Clearly he erased that and put Carl down instead.
-***'7th grade' proof - apologies for the shitty quality, this is literally the only screencap I managed because it's only readable for a microsecond:
The widest shot we get shows there are at least three more lines at the bottom - visible after Rocky rams the whiteboard in his ball - but the board is in motion and the resolution is just not good enough to read much.
My best attempt:
L[left?? little?] Earth {maybe referring to his hackysack?}
Doctor [of ?] {of Microbiology, following up the erased Dr of Teaching?}
...yeah, I don't even know. I'll try again when I have something HD.
Moving on! The Petrova Taskforce whiteboard:
-Teacher of Astrophage for mission
-Not original volunteer for mission
-cool teacher?
-Dorky jokes?
-Made friends on boat?
-Who would you die for?
Thankfully this one is very clear because we never see it again. And heartbreaking. Did I mention it was heartbreaking? 😭
I am going to be crying forever over how much time Grace spent trying to remember if he had friends. Definitely the most painful explaination for the erased Friends? line is that he got more and more memories back and couldn't remember anyone he thought was a real friend, and put the math line in to try and stop thinking about it.
(a nicer thought is that he stopped worrying about it as much, because he had Rocky ❤️)
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