#whichwaytotake

There comes a time in life when we get really confused as to what road to take.  Right now this has been happening to me for about 5 months.  Im confused and lost all at the same time.  I have random moments when all i want to do is run as far away from here and start all anew.  But its not easy. I don't think thats my purpose in life, and i really wish i knew what my purpose is in life, so that i could take it by the tail and fulfill it to my best.  I have a stable job, which keeps me in check but it also messes with my brain.  I am in retail.  I don't know if anyone else out there reading this is also in retail as well, but it messes with your brain good.  I am getting ready to dive in holiday mode for the next weeks and it just gets crazier every time.  My one bestie lets call her Jo, moved to the west coast and its been very difficult for me.  We used to hang out all the time and even if we were in the same room, not saying a word, it was completely fine!  Theres nothing wrong with that, and now i know that.  Of course there is FaceTime and Skype but its just not the same.  Retail has been a huge part of my life and that pretty much all I've ever done.  I did start school but i don't know if it will actually work or not.  But i least i gotta try and see what happens.