Mar 6, 2025
āNormalā test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you donāt stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<ā correct me if thatās overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didnāt get a diagnosis#personal but Iām also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesnāt feel good#people tell me itās not ānothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didnāt have to go through that pain for that!!!#also Ć„ few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didnāt expect all of my friends to say they didnāt feel ANY pain at all#and now Iām just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and Iām still in pain#and now Iām not gonna get any help other than a ātry heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause Iām not sick#it would be great if I wasnāt sick#but clearly somethingās wrong
