#wheretoturn

My baby hates bullies too ♡ #Portagewearspink #pinkshirtday #wheretoturn (at Lac La Biche, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLsKOUBFmNl/?igshid=1m20ohhsvs7s6

Who hates bullies 🤚🖐✋ #Portagewearspink #pinkshirtday #wheretoturn (at Lac La Biche, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLsGCO_FRe4/?igshid=15lz9h7a31w7n

Let the boyfriend homecoming countdown begin!

My meds have managed to keep my mood stable and I’ve been pretty good at calming myself down over the past few months. Now my mood has been a roller coaster of emotions since last week. My mind set has been filled with the questions “What do I do?” and “What the fuck am I doing with my life?”

Since I've been working a lot lately, getting sick this past week (which was extremely horrible), and dealing with life's day to day activities I've realized it looks like I have abandoned tumblr. No worries I'm still here.

For these past 3 or 4 years I've always done these post. I typically do these for reference, so when December 31st gets here I can go back and look at last year's. As I look back at older post the biggest thing I've realized is how much mentally I am doing better. Its been a long journey and still is a journey of bettering myself everyday. Just three years ago in December I was hospitalized for a nervous break down and all of my struggles and secrets of self harm and depression became known to my family. It was by far the lowest point in my life. As of now I try not to think about or read my journal entries from then, but it still crazy of how far I have gotten. For the most part of 2015 was spent being a selfish year for me. I've always been the type of person to worry way more about others and typically put those whom I love (family) before me. I gotta say it feels good to think about my problems and personal situations first. As for 2016 I will focus on my physical health and continue to work on my mental health everyday(because it is a journey). I also will work on achieving my personal goals whether it be with school, work, or relationships. I wish you all a VERY BIG NEW YEAR'S. Let's kick 2016 ass!

Since moving I've hardly spent that much time on tumblr. I will say that I am fine and nothing major has happened. Getting settled in has taken a lot of time along with getting adjusted to a new town. One big change I have noticed since moving is how much mentally I am doing better. Everyday since the move has its challenges, but I am positively moving in the direction I want.