#whenboredomstrikes

Little Me

I'm sorry to your heart

for letting other people and the world break it too many times.

I'm sorry to your spirit

for not allowing it to experience

what true joy is for a kid.

I'm sorry to your innocence

for nearly taking it away from you by listening to society's shitty stereotypes.

I'm sorry to your smile

that was taken away from you for enjoying things that are too girly

for a boy like you.

I'm sorry to your confidence.

It was shattered too many times that's why anxiety started to develop.

I'm sorry to your body

for not letting it freely move or act the way it really wanted.

Hi, huns! How are you all? We all good? No? That's okay. It's okay not to feel good sometimes. Some things may upset us, but still it's okay. Anyway, it's been a while since my last entry here so let me just give you a quick life update.

I am currently working as a Cardio Clerk at SSMC (wooh-hoo!?). Never thought I'll get the chance to work at a hospital. I feel like I'm part of the "Grey's Anatomy" gang LOL! If you're going to ask me about my experience working here, it was okay. At first I was really clueless since the program that i took when i was in college was not really aligned at my current workplace, but you all know.... adjustments. I learned a lot working here and I am still learning everyday even tho' my routine is just the same.

I'm really glad I'm in a good place right now compared last year, 2021. I was jobless and was really going through a lot that affected my mental health. Really grateful and thankful that I have this job right now. I may earn just enough, but still it's better than to have nothing. But after my career here, I don't know what my next job will be. I really hope I'll be able to do the things I love; May my next career be inclined with my passion.

That's it for today I guess. I really have no idea how to end this. LOL!