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D: drunken love confession

after dethklok breaks up, toki and magnus start hanging out more often. toki is eager to push all the bad feelings about that shit aside, and magnus is riding high on his plans coming to fruition, so they both live it up. during one of their nights together, though, toki goes a little too hard and gets so drunk he can barely stay on his feet, forcing magnus into a caretaker role which kinda pisses him off. but magnus dutifully watches over him just the same, knowing he needs to stay in toki’s good graces for the sake of his schemes. he keeps him hydrated and helps him walk it off a little, and they end up at a food truck and get some late-night pizza slices and eat them on the curb. magnus has to keep putting a hand on toki’s back to keep him upright, and once toki finishes eating he kinda curls himself towards magnus and lays his head on his shoulder.

magnus has no idea wtf to do with this, and he especially doesn’t know what to when toki wraps arms around him and starts crying. “uhh... there there, buddy.” kinda pats him a little.

toki’s hiccuping and sobbing and starts going on about the band and how scared he is about the breakup and what the future holds, how they all seem to be moving on and he’s terrified that he’ll be left behind, and he’s so thankful for magnus for saving his life and then wanting to spend so much time with him, and he loves him so much

“hey stupid.”

she wants to say she wasn’t avoiding him. but, she can’t deny she had taken some steps to avoid meeting him as frequent. because, for the past days, uncertainty has chased her relentlessly. today was different though.

today, hyunbi was actively searching for him because she finally defeated her doubts. she finally heard what her heart said that day. it didn’t take her long to spot him now that he was blonde. in that short instance, she briefly thinks it suits him. but, the strange pull on her heartstrings once she faces him makes her focus.  

❝ hey bin, ❞ she calls out. her signature smile going to its position. ❝ i know you are quite busy, but do you have some minutes to spare? ❞ the question makes her voice lost its usual strength. it causes her smile to dim as it turned softer. ❝ i promise i won’t take long. ❞

For well over a week, Seungbin was content with feigning ignorance. That he had not, in fact, abandoned a box of candy he made particularly for Hyunbi on her desk ㅡ along with a note containing carefully chosen words he still found regretting.

He attempted to ignore the constant fluttering in his chest as the frequency of their interactions increased once more. Running away at every instance would have been ideal for most in his situation, but the last thing he wanted to do was rouse more suspicion on either of their behalf. Today was the point Bin could no longer avoid the inevitable.