#what it does

Just like in any business. If you cut corners. If you push people and hour. If you rush. If you go around roadblocks with short cuts and don't use the people that won't do something because they have concern and go with the people that will 'do it anywzy'. Something is gotta give.

I took my first drink because I was afraid to talk to people. I wanted to be sociable. I wanted people to like me. I soon became argumentative and obnoxious. Slurring my speech didn’t help either. I drank because it made me feel happy and numb. Until it didn’t anymore and I found myself on top of someone’s roof, bleeding from my arms, taking bottles of pills. I drank to keep the friends I had.…