#wewillstartanew

A tuesday full of tears, but yet changed by an unexpected happiness. A day where everything suddenly started to fall apart. A day where everything we had started to fade away. A day where i suddenly realized, i have to let you go. I need to because, i think it’s the best. I’ve nvr been angry to you because i can’t handle it, because i love you too much to let that anger rule me. I nvr had any hidden grudges on you because i can’t stand it. I love you too much to to have any of it. But that day, that unexpected tuesday, where i nvr expected that you’ll say the words that i’ve been always avoiding to hear, that tuesday where you said you’re too tired and that it’ll be the last of it. That tuesday where you decided to end it all. At first i don’t wanted to. But it wasn’t the first time you said it. That’s wheni realized, i think i really should let you go. You said you’re too tired of everything that’s happening. Of all the endless problems. Of all the sufferings. Of all the heartaches. And of all the pains that i’ve caused you. Eventhough i know i can’t stand choosing that, i have to. I need to. Because it might be the best. It’s maybe what we needed the most. But that sudden “break-up” wasn’t final. It wasn’t done personally. It had been said only through txts. Eventhough it’s painful, eventhough i still wanted to fight, i can’t because accdg to you “KUNG TAYO TALAGA, TAYO” it was the familiar line that you kept on telling me everytime we come in struggles. Everytime you wanted to have some space. It’s always what you say. Then that’s when i chose to let go. I just told myself that we may have the right partner, and the right love, but it may not be the right time and the right place. We may have had our love in a wrong setting. Maybe in the future ifbwe really are meant to be together. Without any struggles, without any force, we will end up in each other’s arms, together. That’s why i decided to have this one last personal talk with you at home that Tuesday. That particular Tuesday to have a formal closure of what we had. And what we will or should i say, what we should’ve lost. I don’t want to end up our relationship in that way, i wanted it to have a formal and clear ending, that’s why in that talk that we had, i know it’s the last nght that we’ll have as a couple. It’s the last night that i can tell the world that you’re mine, but aftr that nght, aftr that talk i know i have to let you go. I may not want that decision but i thought that it might be the best for you, for us. That’s why i cleared things up between us. Telling you things you should know. Answering all the questiongs that’s running in your mind, clearing all the bumps and unclear spots in your mind. Just so that if evr that everything will end up right there and then, well at least, we both had a clear and formal ending. No hidden grudges. No anger. It might be painful but it could be worthit. But then, with just a blink of an eye, a snap of the finger, a second that passed, everything had went back to it’s rightful place. Every missing pieces, started to go back to it’s rightful position, and everything was patched back. Everything went back to the way it’ supposed to be. A break-up nvr happened, but instead, two hearts that was falling apart suddenly ended up back together, reunited. And then again… The rings are worn together. Both hands found holding each other, fingers intertwined… For the last and final chance. We’ll make it through together. We still have the promise of SPENDING OUR FOREVER TOGETHER. And again? It starts now. We made it this far, and it won’t be hard to do it again, but this time. It will be FOREVER. TOGETHER. And like what we both said… we will start a new, more longer, more power, and more stronger. WE WILL START ALL OVER AGAIN.