I just got myself a card last night. All nice and legal now. :)
Bah. This week has been a disaster diet wise. Although, just from being back and walking and exercising and eating slightly less, I think I've taken off a pound or two. So that's something. My diet immediately improved when I got back home, so maybe it was best not to jump into hardcore veganism and doing 7 mile runs every day yet. Easing into it.
I know that's best but damn. Not my personality. If I'm not giving 100% I feel like I'm not doing shit. So... I'll try to keep that in mind. I just feel like a shell is on me and I don't feel like myself. I can feel it move and tingle on me because it's not me. And I know it's 10 extra lbs. and not 100... but it feels like 100lb. I seriously feel disgusting. Absolutely horrific. Next week, however, now that I've had my time to ease back into it, I'm just going to do what I did in high school when I was 87 lbs and it was beautiful. I overexercized and ate tiny portions, like handful of food at a time, every 2 or 3 hours or so. I figure if I do the latter and do my regular runs/weights.... the weight'll come off pretty quickly. It did last time, anyways. I seriously lost 5 lbs in one week from miniscule portions constantly throughout the day (and really, it was any kind of food I wanted, minus meat. I ate chips, I ate fruit, I ate veggies, I ate bread, I ate chocolate, it just had to be a portion sized piece of food.) and exercised almost all day.
I can't (and won't) do that. I have things to do. But running hours on end is pretty calorie-burning.
Oh, and I also ate slower.
Tiny-ass portions with 2-3 hours in-between
Let's hope so. I'm sick of being fat.