#weedaddiction

The prospect of becoming a professional baseball player can be something many chase their entire lives for, the fame, the love of the game, not to mention the pay and celebrity status. 

Not many people take into account how much stress, devotion, and determination is involved in turning that dream into a reality.

Hey everyone.

So after I made this blog back in December I almost instantly fell off board and began smoking weed. Nothing has changed. It's as if I just made this blog yesterday and I read the date and says "December 2011"; it's shocking. 

I'm able to access tumblr and the forum I go to for help and advice through my phone, which I almost always have me (Lie: I never have it on me - its one of my new goals to keep it on me).

My ultimate goal with the social networking, is to post weekly updates on the forum, and for this tumblr to be my more personal space with daily/hourly/every damn second updates.

This is going to be hard, but I've completely lost myself. Change doesn't need to happen - it's going to happen.