#webt

Everytime I read a webtoon/manhwa, where the character is reincarnated into well a webtoon or manhwa. Especially the ones where they keep dying and having to relive the same life over and over again. I just imagine that there are a lot of fanwars back in the real world where nobody can agree on the plot because it keeps changing.

I now know why some cows have septum piercings and I just want to tell her so badly and I want to talk to her all night long and I just keep fucking up good things, don't I?

I almost cried so many times tonight after doing the step in step out activity. It hurts me so much that I didn't open up with Christiana as much as I just did tonight with these people I have only known for four days. Why am I so Goddamn afraid of communicating? Apparently Donovan applied to UW-Milwaukee and was super close to transferring and also has had suicidal thoughts. Like I had three classes with him for a whole semester and I've learned more about him these past few days than I did that entire semester. It's just crazy and I wish I had Christiana or KT or even fucking Alyx to just talk about this all with. I feel like I have all these things to share with no one except Morgan. I feel like I don't belong anywhere anymore. I keep cutting out people in my life because I can't talk shit out with them and now I'm running anyway to Colorado and I just want to smoke so bad. It's been four fucking days. I need a smoke. I need a breath. I need more people I can trust.