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Is the relationship I have with my friends. I have four very best friends, friends since primary school, but for someone reason I don't have a great relationship with any of them. B1 and B2 go to my school, but when we first started high school I kind of moved away from their group because they were in all the same classes as other girls they knew, and I had to make a new friendship group for myself. I dont feel like I can ever mend that relationship. And it's me, I know they've both moved on and never held it against me or anything but I just feel guilty and everything. I'm really trying though :/ My best friend forever I kind of pushed away by not telling her about the self harm etc for quite a while, and she is bitter about the fact that I often turn down invitations. I just can't always handle being around people. And when she and B1 and B2 are together they become the craziest loudest most fun people ever, and I remain quiet and boring. So I don't like doing things with all of them because it makes me feel worse. And then there's this gorgeous girl who has been through hell, who deserves a best friend that is there for her all the time (and I am, should you ever need me beautiful) but I just don't see her. We have that kind of relationship where neither of us initiate conversation. But I miss her like crazy, and we literally live a street away from each other. I promise I'm going to try harder. I miss having best friends. It's actually so upsetting :/ I'm really really sorry guys...