i still like u & i'm sorry

바래진 우리 / 라꼼마

Leaves are turning slow but sure losing their grip all their chapters closing Can't help feeling this was how we faded too But there is always spring The evidence of the end isn't always true darcyellington

King Chip hits us with a 4/20 smoking joint over Soulja Boy's "We Made It" Peep.

I'm laying here with my best friend while she's asleep.. I'm just having these deep thoughts. it sucks, i feel so hurt.. losing about four people i somewhat cared about.. these thoughts flood my mind. i knew it was gonna happen sooner or later.. i just feel like everything i do isn't good enough for anyone. i went from having a somewhat huge variety of friends i could rely on, now i have about two through six; and i appreciate them for sticking with my bullshit. for the rest of you.. all you guys did was judge me.. i stuck with you guys through whatever.. whether it hurted me or not. You take all my imperfections and use it against me.. I'm sick and tired of it.. but when someone else does it you just let it slide.. i don't get it.. you also need people to back you up when you're fighting or hating on someone. It sickens me. I'm not ready to lose you guys. we were like sisters at on point, you know me.. better than i probably do.. since right now..I'm confused about everything.. life's hard as it is for me already.. this isn't helping anything.. well.. i just.. ran out of thoughts that i could actually publish..