one thing your ocs want to hear, one thing they need to hear, and one thing they would dread to hear
lavinia tabris. dragon age origins
let me take care of you, okay? • the world will never see you, and never thank you--if it even remembers you at all--and that does hurt, it hurts, so much, so fucking much • you're no kin of mine, bed warmer
seraphina. pillars of eternity
i'll be at your side until the very end • you raised the knife, you cut the flesh, you heard the screams, every single one from every broken, bloody mouth because you are her, but you are not--not when you would have cut the ropes instead • who could ever love a freak like you?
alexandra black. the wayhaven chronicles
i know, and i'm not going anywhere • turtling up inside the shards of their abuse and the belief that it doesn't hurt, that it doesn't matter--that you don't matter--will not protect you from more pain • you asked for it, sweetheart
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still thinking about the end of deadfire, when eothas rips berath’s chime out of the watcher, and i refuse to believe he didn’t also rip out berath’s original chime from a death godlike watcher
mostly ‘cause i wanna think about my watcher just losing her shit as her godlike features start dwindling, and the idea of actually seeing her eyes for the first time ever just, ugh, wrecks her completely
last october, i finished the 30 day watcher challenge for my favorite death godlike gal, seraphina. i’m still pretty chuffed i managed to do it all in the span of a month, and i still think about her often, so i thought i’d put together a throwback post today.
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30 Day Watcher Challenge - Seraphina
01. the basics - 02. appearance - 03. personality & alignment - 04. sexuality & gender - 05. background - 06. family - 07. stats & class - 08. fighting style & gear - 09. reputations - 10. faith & the gods - 11. companions (part a, part b, part c) - 12. friendship & romance - 13. decisions, pt. 1 – act I & II - 14. decisions, pt. 2 – the ducal palace - 15. decisions, pt. 3 – act III & IV - 16. endings - 17. animancy - 18. the leaden key - 19. thaos, iovara & the past - 20. caed nua - 21. dragons - 22. NPCs & side quests - 23. pets - 24. r&r - 25. talents and hobbies - 26. fears & regrets - 27. reflections - 28. playlist - 29. white march, pt. 1 - 30. white march, pt. 2
tagged by: @aban-ataashi - tagging: jeez, anyone in the pillars fandom who hasn’t done this yet?
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name ► “Seraphina. No surname. Not that I haven't thought about taking one but, eh… priorities. It's not high on my list.”
are you single ► “Er… kinda? We haven't really, uh, talked about it in a while. We should probably do that sometime soon, right? Haha, yeeeeah…”
are you happy ► “Most days, yes. The world can be a pretty terrible place, but it's also filled with a lot of good people and amazing things, you know?”
are you angry ► “Sometimes. Usually with good reason, I think.”
are your parents still married ► “I don’t have parents. Except, well… nevermind. Forget it.”
NINE FACTS
birth place ► “The Living Lands, but I'm not sure where specifically. I grew up in Kjovda, though—maybe you've heard of it? Big trees? Everyone lives up in the branches? A marvel of structural engineering? The biggest scientific hub on the western side of the island?
No?
Uh—it’s also full of Aedyrans. Lots of them. They just keep coming. You can’t take a breath there without one of them sneering down on you for your savage, uncouth ways.
Sorry, too broad with that last one?”
hair colour ► “Um… smoke colored? It looks kind of red when it gets wet, too."
eye colour ► She laughs.
birthday ► “I don’t know that one, either. Edér keeps telling me I should just pick something already, so…what the hell? The 14th of Mid Spring, there you go. That's my birthday.”
mood ► “I dunno. I'm kind of hungry right now.”
color scheme ► “Well, I'll always love brown—and I don't care what anyone else says. Brown is a great color and I feel bad for all you people who lack the eye and sense to appreciate it.
But beyond that… I have been dipping into fancier hues these past couple of years. The benefits of being the Lady of Caed Nua, I guess. I think I wear charcoal and lavender pretty well. They're lovely colors.”
gender ► “I’m a woman, thanks. And I don't want to hear any of that crap about how godlikes can't have a gender—are we clear?”
summer or winter ► “Summer. Well, both, but only if we're talking about Dyrwoodian winters. I actually enjoy seeing the sun come up every day.”
morning or afternoon ► “Hey… how is this a fact? You're asking me for an opinion. Well, my opinion is the evening. Evenings are the best—and that is an objective fact.”
EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
are you in love ► “…Heh. Yeah. I am. Have been for a long time.”
do you believe in love at first sight ► “Uh, yes. Hello? Have you met a tiny sporeling?”
who ended your last relationship ► “I've technically never been in one? Uh…”
have you ever broken someone’s heart ► “Metaphorically? No. Literally? Yes, and it is not easy to do that with a bow, let me tell you. Not with all the armor that's usually in the way.”
are you afraid of commitments ► “No. But I am afraid of disappointing the people I care about.”
have you hugged someone within the last week? ► “I have! Would you like one, too?”
have you ever had a secret admirer ► “I don't think so. At least, I certainly never heard many admirable thoughts directed my way, back when I used to listen in on people's minds.”
have you ever broken your own heart? ► “…How would you even do that, anyway? Mechanically, I mean. Maybe by tripping and falling on your own sword? Oh, wait! No, no—I know!
You'd do it with a flail, definitely.
So, no, of course not. I've absolutely never swung one of those around in a reckless, irresponsible manner and almost killed myself, and maybe accidentally destroyed a chair and some nearby masonry. Why are you asking, anyway?"
SIX CHOICES
love or lust ► “Yes, please.”
lemonade or iced tea ► “I haven't had the pleasure of either. Or displeasure. I don't know.”
cats or dogs ► “I hate this choice. This is the worse choice.”
a few best friends or many regular friends ► “How about an average number of acquaintances instead? It is more alliterative.”
wild night out or romantic night in ► “Depends on the company.”
day or night ► “Depends on what you're doing, and whether or not it involves breaking into a fortified stronghold to kill some asshole lord who's abusing his authority to murder his subjects—in which case, I would pick night.
Hypothetically.”
FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS
been caught sneaking out ► “Ugh, yes. You think parties would be fun, but they're not. Not when nobles are involved. Nothing is fun when nobles are involved.”
fallen down/up the stairs ► “No, but I have been stranded on the stairs once. With Hiravias. After we dipped into Zahua’s stash and forgot how to walk.”
wanted something/someone so badly it hurt ► “Yeah, and I’m pretty sure that's how I got appendicitis.”
wanted to disappear ► “Hell yes. Just ask Aloth. He tells me invisibility rings don't exist, but I still insist on asking about them in every magical shop we come across, no matter how much it embarrasses him. Hey—you never know.”
been involved in a fight you thought you couldn’t win ► “Honestly, I think that describes every fight I've ever been in.”
FOUR PREFERENCES
smile or eyes ► “Really? Really? You're gonna ask the death godlike if she prefer eyes? Come on.
Of course I do.”
shorter or taller ► “Shorter or taller than what? Me? Well, shorter, in that case. I need to be the tallest person in the room.
…I'm not doing particularly well in the Deadfire.”
intelligence or attraction ► “You can have them both, you know. Have you ever heard of the Pull of Eora?”
hook-up or relationship ► “I’ll let you know once I’ve experienced both.”
FAMILY
do you and your family get along ► “I already told you. I don't have parents or a family, not in the traditional sense.”
would you say you have a “messed up life” ► “I've had troubles, sure, but… 'messed up life'? I wouldn't go that far. I haven't always had it great, but I've still had it pretty good compared to a lot of others.
I mean, I've lost most of my soul but, hey, I'm still pretty wealthy. Oh, wait—I think that just makes me a regular noble. Ugh. Nevermind.”
have you ever ran away from home ► “No. I haven't.”
have you ever gotten kicked out ► “I-I, uh, well…
Why are you even asking me this, anyway? This is question number four in a section that, by all other indications, should only have three questions. And—for that matter—what the hell happened to section seven? There's a section eight, and then there's a section six, but there's nothing in-between.
Also, why weren't the first couple of questions just included under the section containing nine facts-that-aren't-entirely-facts? This organization, if you could call it that at all, is rather confusing. It doesn't flow very well. I think you should do some editing."
FRIENDS
do you secretly hate one of your friends ► “…Wouldn't that imply I wasn't really their friend? I don't think you can be friends with someone you hate.”
do you consider all of your friends good friends ► “Well, really, how are you defining 'good friend' anyway? What does that mean?”
who is your best friend ► “You know what? On principle, I'm not answering anything else. There should only be two questions under this section.”
who knows everything about you ► “Seriously, edit this.
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