Why do teenagers gotta plan their whole future

Why does this shit have to be all on my shoulders

I'm not ready for this

I don't know what I want to do

(I mean I do know what I want to do but it's not realistic... And expensive... So I gotta find a different route, and fast since the school year is half way over)

I think I've cried more this month alone compared to all of last year

I'm not prepared for this

How am I gonna survive in the real world

I don't think I'll live

I know I'll have to bite the bullet eventually

I don't think I'm ready for it though