sender sits down quietly next to receiver after receiver kills someone
*☆:。 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓭, 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓭, 𝓰𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓾𝓯𝓯
Fingers slide into his snowy curls, tugging at the pale strands as he curls into himself on his knees, horns nearly brushing the ground. His breath comes ragged, mind caught between a symphony and a scream—a war inside him. Guilt, joy, sickness, pleasure—all swirling together in chaos. He simply wants it to stop, to be left with silence. Silence proves futile amidst the thick scent of blood in the air. A heart, still warm, waits to be taken. A ritual—what ritual?—waiting to be completed.
He tenses, holding his breath as he senses someone approaching. His nails dig into his scalp, bracing for an attack or condemnation that never comes. Instead, there’s only the rustle of fabric. Slowly, the tension ebbs, his tail curling protectively around him. He breathes again, more steadily this time.
Silence fills the cool night air, broken only by the soft babbling of the stream and the stirring of nocturnal creatures in the forest. The wind grazes his skin, and gradually, he finds calm.
“He attacked first…” he whispers, voice small. “I… I got startled. I only wanted to wash my face, and then…” His words tremble, threatening to shatter before he takes another breath, sitting up but keeping his eyes fixed on the dead man before him. The memory is foggy, more of a red haze than anything clear. It feels like a dream—a horrible dream that is beautiful to him. Horrified eyes, a scream swallowed by blood, the dull clatter of the small knife as it fell from the stranger’s hand. Subduing him should have been an option, stopping the fight before it turned fatal. Should’ve. But not to him, not in that moment... he was a bringer of death.
“I... I wish I could’ve simply knocked him out. Not… killed him.” The confession spills out, his eyes now fixed on his trembling hands. Only at that moment does he glance toward Rildryn, finally meeting the drow’s gaze.
“I apologize… I know you don’t like the sight of violence.” he is calmer again, maybe because he isn’t alone.












