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aaaa thank you!! hmm,, five things i like abt myself:

how sentimental i am lmao

the shape of my lips

i’m actively breaking bad habits & becoming healthier as a whole!!

i’m successfully learning to love myself

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?i have africa stuck in my head, 30 seconds ago at most

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?dark crystal ball how ***** ** raúl’s [REDACTED]

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?asdfhgdafd my {assistant} director was Mildly Rude to me like 2 days before the show and i broke down at the beginning of dress rehearsal so like, May probably? hopefully bc i dont remember anything more recent

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?alex @haus-of-piss last time i was at your house and shes one of my best friends whom i am of Course very affectionate towards despite slander that says otherwise.......

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?hm nsfw but “fuck me raw daddy” to either raúl or l*ndell im not picky

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.the only one i went to of my own accord was a patd concert and it was pretty dope, i felt good afterward even tho i spent too much money on a tank top i look bad in

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?i have a desk that i use for my fishtank and the pile of garbage i balance my air pump on

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?/tagged/raúl-esparza/tagged/me-with-raúl-esparza

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?hm id take the squad + kieran and go see a broadway show bc im uhh a loser who doesnt get out much

GOD  youre the worst

im tempted to marry lundell so can get dicked down hard on the regular but i feel like he has a sexless marriage currently and thats not a risk im willing to take so, fuck lundell

marry gerard bc hes the best person out of these choices and nice to look at

2. have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

i think its less “found a writer who thinks like me” and more “i read lemony snicket in my formative years” so i feel like that really informed my sense of humor. like that one part in the ersatz elevator with the full black pages? transformative

15. five most influential books over your lifetime.

The End (the 13th book in asoue), hp + the order of the phoenix, the complete sherlock holmes (im counting it as 1), fuckin warrior cats like the 1st one, and every rl stine book im not narrowing that down

30. pick one of your favorite quotes.

35. Do you wish you could ever start over?wish i could start the summer over and actually do my spanish work but besides that? yeah still like everything else too lmao idk where i was going with this36. Any bad habits?biting my nails, scratching my head, stopping everything when i get anxious instead of dealing with it, probably several dozen other things i would list if it was later37. Ever had a near death experience?not in the technical saw-the-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel way but i’ve had an experience in which i’ve almost died ya38. Someone I can tell anything to?mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm any stranger on the internet really39. Ever lost a loved one?nope 40. Do you believe in love?uh, sure, like sounds fake but ok 

aries: what are you passionate about?rn? just raúl. + raúl related things like barba in lingerie

cancer: if you could choose your child's zodiac sign, what would it be?honestly gemini like can u trust em? no but ive never met one i didnt like and kids should be good at lying 

virgo: what's your #1 pet peeve?when something normal happens and my Irrational Fucking Brain rubs its goblin hands together

libra: describe your dream partner.someone i can share interests with + who likes wearing lingerie like thats where im at rn

aquarius: do you believe in aliens?FUCK yeah @ all aliens this is an invitation to probe me behind a laser tag arena

saturn: what's your biggest fear?failure :)