#walkerliam

Blake: I do this thing where I isolate myself because of what happened to me, and then I end up upset because I know there’s this thing that has all of this opportunity, and I’m like why can’t I have this amazing thing, but really the only thing standing in the way of that thing and myself is me. So it’s not your fault. And it really was all me. I just am sad because I know I do it yet I still couldn’t prevent myself from doing it with you. 

I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together ;) | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you | I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me | 

“Yeah, they seem like a blast. I’m sure they’ll be fun to go to the concert with. I mean, nothing compares to the fabulous Duo, Lila and Blake. B and L. The Great Us. But they aren’t a total bore.” 

“Not necessarily, but sometimes it’s not all about literal looks. You know how someone can just seem plain and then you get to know them and who they are starts to change how they look. He also has some awesome lips.” Blake pointed out as she was flipping through her Cosmopolitan magazine. 

Blake felt terrible for what she had told him, no matter how much of her meant it. But she also felt terrible for spending time with him, because she knew there was no way he was going to see it the way she needed him to yet she was still there doing exactly what she shouldn’t be. And he was being overly nice and understanding yet again. “Hey..” She waited for the boy to turn to her before standing on the tips of her toes and pressing a small kiss to his cheek, “Thanks, you’re way too ‘i get it’ these days.”