exit signĀ | @goldvnboy
itās getting late into the night, the formality from dinner dissolving as the alcohol soaks in. donghaās leaning against the cool, cool wall, feeling stifled in his well-pressed suit. his tie is too tight. his head is swimming, just a little, like all the blood in his body has migrated up to his cheeks. but itās in a good way?
he tries taking a step. not in a good way. donghaās not ā heās not gone, yet, but itās a close thing, his inhibitions lowered and his limbs loose. heāll just make it over to the bathroom, take a little piss, splash a little water on his face, and everything will be alright. heāll get back in control of himself, avoid doing anything embarrassing on his very first night in the society. thatās the goal. maybe talk to a few more people before he leaves. connections. yes. thatās what this is all about. makingĀ āfriendsā in the loosest term of the word.
he stumbles in the direction of the menās room, keeping one hand along the wall to keep himself upright. there arenāt that many people this way, luckily ā most of the food and festivities are in the opposite direction ā so no oneās around to see if he trips and doesnāt manage to catch himself in time.Ā
a laugh. wait. almost no one. it takes dongha a second, but he recognizes that laugh. he hasnāt heard it in ā months, he realizes ā but he definitely knows it. he finds himself biting his lip, his free hand curling into a fist. his heartbeat gets even faster, a wave of nausea caused more by visceral emotion than his drunkenness rising from the base of his stomach.
this isnāt the first time heās seen park jaehyun today, actually. donghaās been noticing him all night long, all buddied up to the other hope pledge. well, dongha decides, steadying himself as best he can, maybe he should say hello.















