#vv vent

I have had the same consistent stalkers since I was 16 and it’s really baffling to me how so much time can pass and someone can continue to be so pathetically attached to a version of someone they used to know. How can you sit around stroking your own cock for so long commending your own growth then continuously harass and pester the people who have genuinely moved on? The larger part of me didn’t want to post about this at all but mother of god I am twenty years old continuously dealing with the same losers and I deserve an outlet and a public voice on this bc a journal can only hold so much. I’m I’m NNNOT going to bother my support system with this. Tumblr is my cliff facing the ocean I can scream from.

I OFFICIALLY HAVE A PARTNER :))))))

i have a headache and also so many photos with my ex

idk how to not be jealous when we come here for her to get a new tattoo or a new piercing, it's like teasing me because we both know i cant do that because my home life doesnt allow it yet

i wish i gave the same importance to everyone else as i give to her

i miss when anything with her was fun and going out felt more comfortable than ever