ANYWAY I WROTE A SNIPPET BASED ON THE ASK YOU SENT ME AND YEAH
Scott winced, hugging himself tightly. He knew why he was in pain, he always did. Scott Goldsmith was not a fool, after all, and everything he did had a purpose. At the very least thatās how heād ran Oakhurst the first time, but being back in this God forsaken town with allāAvidāsāreincarnations, it made certain things feel⦠He didnāt even know where to think.Ā
He knew he deserved the pain, after all of it heād caused, he could suffer for the sake of everyone else. Annoyingly so, Louis didnāt seem to think so.Ā
āScott?ā Louis poked his head around the corner of their hotel room.Ā
Owen was out, likely annoying Elle, but also keeping up appearances with the humans on the field trip. Louis had been meant to go with him, so why was he still here?
Scott winced slightly, āLouis.ā He remarked dryly.Ā
A slight up quirk of the humanās lips, and he sat down beside the vampire. Handing him a flask that Scott knew had blood in it. The thought of drinking didnāt feel⦠Right. Had he ever actually enjoyed the taste of blood? Or rather, had it just been the drunkenness of the freedom, the power. The fact that no human could ever question him, less they get killed on sight.Ā
āDrinking one pig isnāt enough to sustain you for very long. And donāt tell me I wouldnāt know that, I talked with Drift.ā
Scott sighed, the movement hurt his chest, but he took the flask. Spinning it around as it was held loosely in his hand, āWerenāt you going out with Owen?ā
āI did, weāve been gone for a bit now? I just got back.ā
āOh.ā Scott replied dumbly, had he not noticed the time?
The sip of blood was dry and it tasted as much of ash as human food did. But it did help some of the pains heād been having.Ā
āScott.. are you going to kill me if I ask this question?ā
āI told you youāre welcome to ask questions about vampirism, did I not?ā
āThis isnāt about vampirism, itās about you.ā
Scott scowled, āWell, youāve already pestered me to drink, what else is there to pry on?ā
āYou were holding your chest a few moments ago.ā Louis started, trying his best to maintain a pitying expression, Scott imagined.Ā
The vampire froze, standing somewhat, āI donāt have a clue what youāre on about.ā The ringing in his head and the pain in his chest said otherwise. Scott was a man, he was, but⦠Well, certain complications tended to arise when other people found out about that.Ā
Theyād been killed rather quickly, Scott would happily do it againāliarābut heād prefer not to have Owen go on another massacre for the sake of this human. Besides, heād proven likable, if not annoying and pushy. But Scott⦠Had taken somewhat of a liking to Louis.Ā
āIām not judging.ā Louis assured, āCleoās nonbinary, so is Shelby, Iām trans as well. Thereās a lot of people who are.ā
Scott raised an eyebrow, āI donāt⦠Understand? What are you talking about.ā
Louis smacked his palm to his forehead, āRight, thousands of years old vampire. When youāre born one gender and are another, I was born a girl, but Iām a man.ā
Scott but at his lip quietly, āAnd thatās⦠Okay for people nowadays?ā
āFor most, a handful are overly officious in their opinions of us. But thatās their own damn fault, not ours.ā
āDo you want help, Scott?ā
āIām sure you will regardless.ā It was said fondly though.Ā
The two talked for a while. Avid slept soundly in the other room. Louis expressed his frustrations at other peopleās need to comment on his life, or call him by a name he did not use. Scott noted how it was much worse decades ago, accusations of witchcraft, and all that bullshit.Ā
Writing this was fun, I enjoyed trying to portray the characters you made, but after the ask you sent me it wouldnāt leave my head, so it exists now :)
STOPPPPPPPPPP I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM
EVERYONE LOOK. ELDERFANGS. THEM. FUCK.
okayokay. first of all. minor detail but AVID SLEEPING IN THE GIRLS' ROOM AWAWAWAWA. i imagine cleo not knowing what's happening with him but shelby and drift gave them puppy eyes so cleo has let avid sleep in their bunk. shelby and drift are also braiding cleo's hair because i say so.
'Scott Goldsmith was not a fool, after all, and everything he did had a purpose.' YOU WRITE HIM RATIONALISING HIS PAIN SO WELL. verdant that is my self-destructive boy and i adore him.
'He knew he deserved the pain, after all of it heād caused, he could suffer for the sake of everyone else. Annoyingly so, Louis didnāt seem to think so.' rau!elderfangs in a nutshell.
'had he not noticed the time?' oh his disassociation....... oh my guy..... verdy you write him so well.
'Well, certain complications tended to arise when other people found out about that.Ā Theyād been killed rather quickly, Scott would happily do it againāliarā' he doesn't want to kill any more! even to defend his identity. in his eyes, that is selfish. the only people worth killing for are his little coven. his vampires. his friends that he does not deserve. that's why he understands v!owen's actions so much only now.
'But Scott⦠Had taken somewhat of a liking to Louis.' *points* GAY
the whole conversation of louis explaining the concept of scott's own identity to him.... fuckkkk yes. scott doesn't have the words for it, because of his age and because of his disconnect from the modern world. though i do find it funny that he's been referring to shelby and cleo with she/they pronouns without knowing what being nonbinary is. that's just a thing that happens he supposes. it's none of his business.
'āDo you want help, Scott?ā āIām sure you will regardless.ā' THEMTHEMTHEMTHEMTHEM............ i love rau!elderfangs i love my sons.... IF ONLY YOU HAD LET HIM HELP BEFORE YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF /silly
verdant this is amazing and i love it and i apologise for not responding to it sooner i needed to be able to Words to appreciate this properly I LOVE IT SO MUCH
*stares at you with my big autistic eyes* write more? ao3 it? hurt/comfort the rau!elderfangs? make them kith? please? (/nf ofc, if you don't wanna i will probably do it myself if it's ok for me to use this snippet in my own fic-)