#vroyondre

Tracks:

CITY 2 BURN

KAPPA

Love in a Nutshell

BFFs

SYR/FREYA

Burning Memories

Orario is an EP about betrayal, revenge, toxic relationships, and letting go of the past. A collection of stories and ‘tragedies’ that have happened to me and how Ive processed them.

It’s loosely based on a Danmachi fanfic I read during covid called ‘City to Burn’. I guess I found the story captivating even though its incomplete with 3 chapters. I was going for that mythology aesthetic with the songs.

Here are some unmixed instrumentals I made that I’m thinking about using for the project:

STAY RAW

No. It's irresponsible NOT to chase your dreams. Responsibility isn't only about doing right by others; it's about doing right by yourself. And as a society, it's often expected that you contribute to your own success as well as others, with a focus on the latter. To be selfless. But I say to be selfish. Not the arrogant kind, but the kind that takes. Why should I have to put the needs of others before my own? You are not obligated to carry others. Focusing on the needs of others will only hold you back and teach them to rely on you and not themselves. Being selfish isn't disrespectful or neglectful; it's okay to set boundaries between what you need and what others need. It isn't being cold– it's doing what's necessary. Doing what's responsible. Sometimes you have to step back, let another grow on their own, so you can blossom.

I try to listen to music, new music. But there’s nothing I want to play. If I do find a song. Its short lived.

There are periods of time where I listen to music from my adolescence(14-16) And I feel… great. But I soon realize that I’ve outgrown it and that it isn’t as appealing anymore. X will forever be my favorite artist. He’s influenced the music I make but I find it harder and harder to listen to his music. In high school, There wouldn’t be a day I didn’t play an X song. I would fight people who disrespected him. But now it’s just whatever. I had loyalty for a dead man. I don’t find it funny. There’s only one person I should have loyalty for.

Most of the time when I play music it’s just so it isn’t quiet. I guess I’ve played so much music, so much, that it feels unnatural to not have anything playing. It gives me a small rush, dopamine hit. Probably why I listen to ASMR so much.

Jan23rd, 2023