vonbirden had asked:

L,E,V, and I, for you know c: levi

cw: mentions of childhood trauma, child sexual harassment

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The bed. He's the vanilla type, he's not going to be the one to experiment in different places, unless his partner wants, and you definitely won't see him try anything extreme. In the bed it's comfortable (and clean), he doesn't have to worry about his partner's comfort, and the pace is slower and more relaxed.

Where things get really heated though, is against the wall/table cause the height difference irritates him . . .

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Levi's a virgin. Levi's mother, Kuchel, was a prostitute who got pregnant by one of her clients and gave birth to Levi. Before she died, Levi was raised in the brothel she worked at. Being an observant child in a never-changing environment without much information to process, he understood from a very young age how he was born, how his mother earned money, and what sex is. Kuchel, in her efforts to make her child understand what she had been doing wasn't normal, and fearing he might follow her steps, she tried in many ways to make very clear to him how much she suffered from the way she had chosen to lead her life.

After she died, and maybe before that, when Levi was still a young child, I believe ( an analysis I have posted in the past and plan on reposting soon ) he was sexually harassed ( almost but not abused ) by men due to having a frail appearance, resembling that of a young girl.

I think these reasons made him lock anything connected to his sexuality, and throw the key. Levi grew a general repulse towards anything sexual.

It is up to the person he's going to trust with both his life and his body, to unlock those feelings, show him the act of making love is different from what he's known his entire life, and it can be an act of bonding and pleasure, instead of the twisted image he's familiar with.

He has an idea of what he's supposed to do, but not exactly and it's unlikely he'll make any moves first. His partner will have to ease him through it all and teach him what to do.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He doesn't make any sounds. If some escape him, it'll be small sighs and groans, but most of the time, he's completely silent.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Very focused. He will never take his eyes off his partner. Careful of hurting them, of crossing any boundaries, you will find him being on alert for every single one of his moves. Insecure, especially at first, especially if he's on the lead, in a way he's never been in his entire life (but still, in his own subtle, Levi way). He's much more affectionate than usual, kissing and taking care of his partner, mostly out of guilt ( inexperience ), and to keep himself occupied.

Once it gets easier for him, he'll remain more affectionate than normal, paying his partner too much care. Kissing and eye contact are important, as keeping a slow pace, and satisfying his partner first. His own pleasure always comes last. Even though he's very silent, too much of himself becomes visible, the actual intensity of his emotions being given voice.

@vonbirden replied:

dsjfkhgse farlan be going through it. help. the guy I like thinks I am a hallucination. Farlan absolutely getting him to look him dead in the eyes like this. Repeat after me-

*sad eyes intensify*

𝐡𝐞  𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝  𝐚𝐭  𝐡𝐞𝐫,  𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐨  𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞  𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭  𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞  𝐨𝐮𝐭  𝐨𝐟  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡.     he  laughed,  though  it  didn't  meet  the  dullness  of  the  deep  blue  in  his  eyes.     “   the  hell  are  you  talkin'  'bout,  lumine?   ”     childe  straightens,  rolling  his  shoulder  joint  on  one  side,  followed  by  the  other.  the  shock  factor  towards  amount  of  blood  that  covered  his  was  nonexistent,  having  become  more  so  of  a  nuisance  than  a  battle  with    𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲.    was  he    𝐭𝐨𝐨  𝐟𝐚𝐫     gone.ᐣ

not  that  he  cared  for  the  answer,  really.   the  fight  is  all  he  knew.    what  is  he,  if  not  a  warrior.ᐣ

though  this  does  not  mean  he  is  far  from  unscathed.  pain    𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝     all  over  his  body,  yet  he  forces  a  smile  to    𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑘     the  ache  which  felt  like  he  was  being  stabbed  repeatedly.  his  hand  moved  to  his  opposite  shoulder,  clutching  it.  he  feared  that,  if  he  wasn't  holding  something,  she  may  see  how  much  his  hands  were  trembling,  and  that  she  may  see  through  the    𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞.

though,  clutching  his  shoulder  made  things    𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑠𝑒,    the  tighter  his  grip  became,  as  he  was  pressing  directly  on  the  wound.  expression  turned  into  a  scowl,  mouth  falling  open  until  he  shut  his  jaw.  then,  he  quickly  forced  a  smile.     “   all  good.ᐟ   ”

“You know this voucher only works for couples, right?” - bakugou @ monoma c: c:<

Months have passed since the incident. The day of Bakugou Katsuki's most magnificent act of heroism that's earned Neito's respect. So much so, it's been a back and forth ( touch and go ) act of pleasantries. Olive branches, figuratively speaking. Maybe they'll blossom into friendship or even something more... or so a rare strain of misplaced optimism leads him to consider. So, so very misplaced. Ouch. Enthusiasm wanes to a wry smile, and he folds his arms over his chest before his gaze trails elsewhere. At least, for a rejection, it's as quick and painless as he could wish. Still stings, but he isn't surprised; pointing out the obvious in a condescending way so as to make someone sound like an idiot seems to be a skill of Katsuki's. Cue the vague exhale that accompanies his disappointment. Neito's prepared for this much.

He would rain all day, couldn't wait for his sun to SHINE.

And she made it shine— she SAVED his life.

VONBIRDEN — THE LOVE HASHIRA. her original purpose for joining the demon slayer corp had been to find a husband & a place to be herself. once ignoring the loud beating of her heart, but not anymore! for LOVE was her strength. written by Gwyn(eth)

MONOKHROMU — THE SNAKE HASHIRA. his reason to join the demon slayer corp had been to purify his filthy blood. in his world of black & white, she'd become the COLOR. she was the love of his life. written by Reina

“I don’t think you understand, this is my world and you’re just living within it. Look around you, see how the rain falls, look a little bit closer and see the crimson tears of the thousands of people within this city, just….gone, like that. How easy it was to wave my hand and just, splash them all into the air and let them paint this city, wash it anew with the blood of the pure and innocent. Today is a special day after all, the day I take another hand for myself, another woman, another heart to beat for me and me alone. Do you think I came all the way here for you, to see you, to speak to you, to have my time wasted with the likes of you, hardly? Everyone seems to think you are special, that you have talent, that you are a threat, because you dealt a blow to us, please. I find it more comical to think that you changed anything at all, it matters little anyway, the work continues and in the end I get what I want, every single time without any fail.”

As he just smirked for the moment. Subaru then was it, one that seemed to hold some sort of feelings for his new bride to be, now that can hardly be allowed now, that could hardly be allowed to continue, not when Emilia was to be his, together, forever, linked with one another, her heart nothing more than one of many that belongs to him and him alone.

His head slanted to the side, what did he think he was going to do, to someone like him, it was impossible, he was no knight, no hero, nothing. He was just a nobody, dirt under his heel, nothing more than another mortal that was within his way and just like everyone else who has ever stepped up and tried to stop him, he will remove them from his sight the only way he knows how, he was not a cruel person, hardly, he just knew what he wanted and what he wanted was for Emilia.

To be his new wife.

No one.

Was going to stop that from happening.

“You should rejoice, I only need one witness to complete the ceremony. You should be it maybe before you die, see Emilia smile on her face? You should be thanking me, I am giving her what she wants, what she needs? Go on. Say, thank you, for sparing my life and letting me bare witness, to true love. Go on and say it, I only need you alive, just long enough for our vows to be exchanged, don’t make me start, flicking pieces off you, I am not like the others running around here, I have some class after all, but Emilia life is about to improve, and you would be a very poor friend if you are trying to stop true love.” 

He would rain all day, couldn't wait for his sun to SHINE. And she made it shine— she SAVED his life

VONBIRDEN — THE LOVE HASHIRA. her original purpose for joining the demon slayer corp had been to find a husband & a place to be herself. once ignoring the loud beating of her heart, but not anymore! for LOVE was her strength. written by Gwyn(eth)

KNIGHTINSOURARMOR — THE SNAKE HASHIRA. his reason to join the demon slayer corp had been to purify his filthy blood. in his world of black & white, she'd become the COLOR. she was the love of his life. written by Reina