#void state update

I had so many dreams today and they were weird and all AND AGAIN I DREAMED OF MY BTS BABIES Hoseok got THE spotlight by the way🫂 but anyways GUYS I FINALLY I meannn I'm always aware that I'm dreaming whenever I am but it's just that I forget about it, forget abt the void and all and just go on with the dream (like if it's a chasing dream, i dream abt this shit a lot btw, but yeah i would be still running instead of suddenly stop and... Maybe die? Anyways lmaoo, what I mean is that I'm sooo um "touched"? by what's happening that I forget what is actually happening (it's a dream 🫠), anyways anywayssss, in the end I just.. I was in a complete different place actually but yeah I just suddenly and randomly found myself at a mall and bruh there was a Jungkook doll there sat on the floor (or maybe it was actually HIM, i think it was, anyways- 😰), I just started exploring it a bit and I sweaaaar everytime I dream about such things like malls and me buying things lol I always try to materialize them / bring them to my actual reality lmaoo, so I was looking at the stuff there and well I saw a fitting room and entered it (why was it like instinct tho? Like automatically, like IT almost pushed me to be inside of it lol) anyways I'm saying this cause I like being specific and detailed in all my dreams SOOO I first got in it and there's a mirror in it btw (like all fitting rooms lmao💀 Don mind me for this i jus woke up right😭 like oFc tHeRe WaS a MiRrOr) and I got out of it because I wanted to explore more i guess and i saw a lady randomly passing by btw lmao, so after i got out i like 2 secs or even 1 sec or shorter i got in again (the automatic instict thing) and I looked in the mirror and just set the intention that it was the void, and y'know what💀💀STOP NOT MY HEART BEATING FASTER😭😭😭😭💕💕💕 because guysss I'm trying everyday I'm like 25/8 listening to brain waves and sometimes a certain subliminal but yeah rnnn it's a brainwave that I'm listening to, SOOOOO, I just raised my arm and then passed my hand through the mirror and quickly after i saw it worked i just wholly put myself in it / passed by it and BOOM all black but it was weird it's like I still could feel myself but I still affirmed my desires(kinda on a rush cause lmao) and when I opened my eyes I was still here🥲 but likeeee I told y'all I'm trying everyday rightt and just a few few days ago I also had something this impactful to happen (is impactful the most accurate word? But like I mean it's THE something, a huge ass progress is what I'm trynna say) and by far this was the biggessssstt progress I've made and will do it again today BECAUSE YESSSSS I control my dreams and I sweaaaarr I will do it for myself I'll remember/remember even more lol, that it's dream and will do whatever i want to lol, mirror portal or a pool (the water reflection like a mirror too, yeah y'know) aaand you guys know that mirrors are portals right? Idk just wanted to say (I'm a witch and highly spiritual person btw) anywaysss I'm so happy, I could still feel my body and all, I think I should've let go a bit more. It's happening <3