#visualcomplex

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?   - I find it difficult to look in their eyes when they tell me how they feel. I don't know what would they say and I know if it goes opposite of the way I want, I'd start crying. Looking into their eyes makes it difficult for me to hide my emotions and control my feelings.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?    - My mother. I'd want to apologize for everything and thank her for being the best role model and support a child could ever have. I'd tell her I love her and my dad and my big sister and ask them to pray for me, to tell them to love each other and always be there for one another. This question is freaking sad, I'm crying at five in the morning!

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?    - Fuck my boss. A life is a life, if it can be saved, try your damnedest to do so.

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?    - Z-kun. It was hard acknowledging my feelings when it shouldn't be said. I don't really want to talk about it, I'm so sorry.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?    - The Internet. I'd miss my online friends too much. They've been there for me for almost six years (I was only allowed access when I was 15 lmao) and I'm here because of them/

23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?    - That everyone in the world could be a little bit more understanding and love one another and forgive. Forgiveness is lacking in today's society. We are easily impressed but we cannot forgive the smallest slights.

happy birthday~~

I know the feeling, but sometimes you better ignore it. The disappointment they feel it’s not actually because of you, since you’re yourself, and forcing you to do the things they desire is just pretty selfish. So just do things the way you want to.

Rule 1: Post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you then make 10 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 10 people and link them to your post. Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

o1. Would you like to learn another languages? which? Ugh, this question, for me, it's like fucking ironic or even sarcastic LOL. OF COURSE. If I can be serious, I want to learn every fucking language out there. Like seriously. I'm in love with languages. And everything related to literature. It's my heaven. 

And that's what I will study in college/university.

Actually, in february I will start taking japanese lessons. 3 years. This will be fucking amazing ~~~

I'm looking forward chinese, and may be some korean. French too! and polish :) 

o2. Who do you think is the person who has more deeply influenced you? Mh, this one is hard. I don't know man, I think every person in your life has an impact on yourself. I mean... it depends how much attention you give to that person. But I would say... mommy? and my grandparents. For sure.

o3. A book you’ve read recently and your thoughts about it. Oh shit, I never stop reading. Never. Every day I'm reading something, a book, a magazine, a school text, idk. But the most recent book I have read it's "Kafka on the shore" by the incredible (not to mention my favorite author) Haruki Murakami. 

Dammit... this book is cold as fuck. I mean, I can feel the coldness in my hands while I'm reading it. All my emotions get freeze and, in a blink, I'm exposed. I'm naked, I'm alone, but the letters keep dancing around me and telling me this is okay. In a blink, I'm not from this world, I disappear. I become nothing.

This book is one of the best I have ever read. It made an impact on me. I'm impressed by Murakami and his form to see every thing in this world. Every little thing has its own history, even memories of ourselves. And, at some point, those memories will kill us. In a deep, slow way.

It's just perfect.

o3. What’s the bravest/riskiest thing you’ve ever done? Shiiiiieeeeeet, I can't remember anything right now, hahaha. Well, since I'm an introverted person, I seriously doubt that I have done something risking. 

o4. Which one do you prefer: manga or anime? explain your answer in two pages (HAHAHA OKAY I’M KIDDING. I like feeling like a teacher) Hellaaaaaa, I hate this kind of question, I cannot remember a thing, waeeee. 

But hey! I think I know this one. 

Forever.

FOREVER.

Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi.

THAT FUCKING MANGA JUST KILLED ME OKAY. AND IT'S NOT EVEN FINISHED WHAT THE FUCK.

No, but seriously, I love that manga. I don't care if some you may think it's stupid or n00b, since I have 0 knowledge on manga nor anime. But I just love it. Why? I don't know. I'm a SERIOUSLY deep person, a sensitive one (as you may note it at this point lol) and not everything impacts me. Just some things. Just a few songs, a few books, a few series. And this is one of them. Yeah, call me n00b, but I love this manga. It's like love... but.... and old love. A serious, real love. A kind of love that it cannot be forgotten even when 10 year have passed away. 

This really touch me, I just don't know. (I never know anything, sorry)

o5. Favorite song right now? Right now? LIKE RIGHT NOW? Well, I'm stuck with "그러니까..." by 10cm. It's from their new album, and it's fucking beautiful, although I haven't look for the translation yet. But it gives me chills. I have heard it since yesterday, at 6pm. It's 3:07pm and I'm still listening, and yeah, I'm counting all my night like this. I'm telling you, I'm stuck with that fucking song. 

o6. What do you do in your free time besides tumblr? Read. I read : 3. And I'm on twitter lol or probably doing some homework. Now rarely I have some free time :/ but when I have it, I try to use it in a good way :)

o7. Have you ever eaten some kind of exotic/weird food? did you like it? Not really? I'm always trying new things, I'm a very curious person. The last "weird thing" I ate was this super exquisite japanese dish. It's called "gyosa", like a little, very little piece of pie, with meat inside. It's healthy you know, almost every japanese food are healthy, so xD. 

o8. Are you mad at me for making you answer stupid questions? Yes, I hate you. Nah jkjk. Actually this has been very entertaining. I'm just drinking water, listening 10cm and answering this and it's pretty good.

o9. Favourite season? Autumn/Winter. But here in Mexico, at least in my region, we don't "have" autumn T T. I mean yeah we have it, but it feels more like fucking summer D:! 

Like "hey you didn't have enough summer so here it goes, more heat to your fucking skin and yeah you still have to go to school good luck peasants" so yeah.

1o. I can’t think of anything else… do you like pie? I'm not the best fan, but it's always good to have it, once in a while~

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UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH NO, MY TURN WAEEEEEE.

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o1. What type of music you like the most? o2. Do you like photography? o3. What do you want to study? (college/university, idk) o4. Is there a country where do you want to live? o5. Do you play any instruments? If so, which one? o6. Do you like your name? If not, which name would you want to have? (lol what even)  o7. Name 5 favorite artists! o8. Do you like your culture? Name 3 reasons! o9. What's the first thing you see in a guy/girl? 1o. Name one thing you don't like, but it seems like the world is facinated with.

Why I followed you/ why I haven’t followed you

i really liked/like your blog, the posts theme, everything

My favorite thing about your blog

your posts, theme and i really like your url~ 

Least favorite thing 

nothing?

Something that comes to mind when I think about you, your URL, or blog

a sweet person with a sense of style~ haha