#virtueemerald

She was numb to the realization of tears sweeping down her bear cheeks and her body shaking with so many emotions She might explode. She wanted nothing more then to hide into herself, to not be able to feel.

  Not be able to feel him… Again.

  She quickly shut that thought process down before it could continue its assault on her heart. She still stared at his suit, as memories of him honoring It. Defending his city as a dark guardian angel peering down on the rooftops ready to strike down the unjust.

  Memory after memory passes through her mind; her eyes water up blurring her vision. She starts to feel herself begin to hyperventilate reaching behind her head she attempts to grip on to anything she could so she wouldn’t float away, as she forces air into her lungs she grips his bed sheets then turns to stand on shaky legs. Felicity takes the few steps to the metal table of the workstation; out of blinding rage she picks up the miniature microscope throwing it across the room letting out a banshee like scream as shattered glass could be heard through out the room.

  She snaps her head in the direction of the Commotion her heart dropping in the pit of her stomach as everything twist in knots.

  "No..."

  She comes face to face of the broken display Case as the mannequin is tipped off alignment. She takes large steps to close the distance.

  "No… No. No. No. No."

  Unsure what to touch first She unzips the jacket, feeling as if she’d burned herself knowing what she's done.

  He'd never forgive her. But… He would never know.

  Tears fall in large droplets as she slips it off the display. Shaking the glass from the jacket she pulled it in close to her small form, she hid her face into the hood as her body collapse on her knees to the glass covered floor then her legs gave up and she sat there.

  Broken.

    She woke up hours later lying on the cold cement floor wrapped in Emerald leather, she brought it closer to her to just breathe him in.

  All she would ever think of is Oliver. With all the possible parallel dimensions there could be, the many universes. She just couldn't accept living in any of them if he wasn't there.

  She loved him with very fiber of her soul; she won't accept it.

  Won't.

  She held on to what he always told her.

  ‘I’ll come back’