#virtualintro

c://priscilla_moon/quick_facts.txt

name: priscilla ‘pris’ moon

age: twenty-one

pronouns: she/her

orientation: bisexual

hometown: mountain view, california

c://priscilla_moon/about.txt

pris grew up in norcal pretty much... all of her life. her family was in the upper-middle class as her mother was an executive for a pharmaceutical company and her father a well-reputed patent attorney. 

from the get-go she was set up for success in whatever path she decided to take in life. enrolled in piano lessons at an early age, prep classes that took up far too much of her time on the weekends, her parents brought up their only child with a lot of pride which placed a lot of pressure on her.

at the age of eight, they began enrolling her in figure skating lessons because she watched ice princess and wanted to be just like the main character casey. turns out, she took to the art in such a way, one might have labeled her a prodigy.

her parents saw this as their golden ticket to having the most impressive child out of their circle of friends, athleticism and academia forming a power duo that would be used to boast and place their daughter on a pedestal.

over time, figure skating became an integral part of her life. numerous afternoons and evenings spent at the rink, it was no surprise that a majority of her friend group was composed of fellow skaters. 

pris was on her way to participating in competitive figure skating, and when she was 12, her parents began sending her to competitions. particularly during her high school years, she was locally known as an ace on the ice, stacking up several awards as each season progressed. 

every now and then, she would question whether or not she actually enjoyed the sport, or just enjoyed the pride her parents felt in their daughter -- it was probably the closest thing she would experience to parental love. she was afraid of what would happen to their dynamic if she suddenly decided to step back.

in the beginning of her senior year of high school, she suffered a knee injury during one of her practices -- a rather ambitious routine sending her to the er. pris was informed that she would no longer be able to skate, at with that, she felt her identity crumbling apart. her dreams of collegiate skating ruined, and the incident served as the catalyst for the turning point of her life.

she drifted apart from her group of friends -- people she essentially grew up with -- because she was no longer present at the rinks, and the sudden disconnect was too much for her. she didn’t want to be the odd one out, and they lowkey envied her and weren’t entirely mad about her injury. snakes.

as she expected, her family life also crumbled as a result of her injury. her father blamed pris for her injury, how she threw all of their hard work away. her mother was more sympathetic to her situation, and several heated arguments and conflicts of interest resulted in a divorce between the two parents. pris stayed with her mom.

when she headed off to college, she made a couple of friends -- selene and leon -- through her math discussion. aside from studying the course material, they also eventually began hanging out and forming a pretty solid trio. were they the best choice of friends she could have made? no, but she’s a lonely girl. let her live!

there was one occasion -- the occasion that pretty much accelerated pris’ downfall -- where selene became spiteful because some dude broke up with her and was trying to get this other girl whom selene was jealous of. so selene proposed a plan to ruin his chances with said girl, involving both pris and leon. pris was assigned to get close with the girl and subliminally tarnish the dude’s reputation. leon was assigned to attempt to intercept and pursue the girl. selene assumed that the chances of success were pretty good because of these two factors. though the result wasn’t what they expected -- the girl ended up falling for pris instead, resulting in a couple of dates before pris broke it off, feeling icky about the situation -- they technically succeeded. 

afterward, selene and leon were like ‘wow that was lowkey fun!’ and pris was like ‘yea i guess?’ despite actually feeling icky about it because she’s afraid of leaving them for she has no other friends close enough as they were, really. so she just goes with it. they go on to spend the next couple years occasionally pulling similar stunts that sent a wave of adrenaline through the other two but stressed pris out every time. they, like, paid her to do the ‘dirty work’ a majority of the time. she didn’t care about the money but she took it anyway because friendship, right?

in their fourth year -- closer to the present now -- leon’s dad started dating this new woman and he didn’t like that at All. so they’re like, let’s roll! they send pris to sabotage the relationship, to which she obliges but is freaking out about because of, you know, morals. assigned to fabricate photographic ‘cheating evidence’, they sent her two addresses: the woman’s home and work. it took only one second for her to realize. the woman was her mom. not living at home with her, she had never been informed of this new relationship.

there’s this conflict of interest now, but the pressure gets to her and she tries to go through with it. however, thanks to the technology of find my friends, she gets caught the second trip she makes, the goal being to capture various instances of this ‘cheating’ which was actually just her and her colleague out of context. 

so mona perez kassar, born and raised in toronto, ontario, aged 23, certified mess™

labelled the despondent, which you’ll understand shortly

born into a more affluent family, her dad was an ada and her mom a rising executive in a marketing firm, while she was an only child and spent most of her days with her nanny and her neighbours’ kid — who was a real fucking brat by the way, atrocious, a mess, god

she was a fairly timid but happy-go-lucky kid, always a little nervous meeting new people but would immediately open up once you got past that initial barrier

was fairly smart as well, her mom saw a lot of potential in her from a young age to make something of herself and was super encouraging, so was her dad

and it’s worth mentioning that while her parents didn’t have a lot of free time, they always tried to make it for her, they aren’t your basic neglectful rich parents but they are.. a bit much as of recently

so she grew up quite content all things considered, was well-mannered, enjoyed knowing that she was able to have whatever she wanted but never really exercised that until she was older, just an overall p chill girl

her parents divorced when she was sixteen and thankfully it was amicable and they’re still on good terms so !! the common rich, feuding divorced parents trope didn’t fuck her over

but upon entering uni, pressured into joining her parents’ alma mater, she came to realize that they were, for a lack of better words, grooming her to become just like her mother — who had worked her way to being cfo of her company about four years prior

and while becoming a high ranking employee for a business that she would be passionate about was something she was here for, that’s not the direction she seemed to be heading in

her mom is.. quite hard-headed, dictatorial in some ways, and mona’s major, residence and co-op programs were all decisions that she had talked her into, bc it would make mona’s life easier and so she could hand over the reins to an heir

and bc of that, mona slowly became more closed-off, she felt rather unhappy but knew that fighting her mom on these things would be useless, so her complaints always went ignored

it’s all kinda hard to explain tbh, but she’ll tell you straight up that the second worst moment in her life was being accepted into marketing, and that the worst was the day that she let her mother dictate her future in every aspect

which was also the day that she gave her mom’s business partner’s son a chance just to appease her and keep her quiet

she does care for the boy, he has his life together and is very kind and driven, but she isn’t in love with him and that’s perhaps the last thing to make her feel completely lost and displeased with herself

now they’ve been together for almost four years and she knows he’s going to propose soon; and while she doesn’t want this to happen, she’s all but accepted that this would be her life once she was no longer that happy, carefree child: appeasing others, feeling restricted, wishing she were someone else, somewhere else

entering the virtual world at complete random had her mortified, she didn’t know where the hell she was or what she was doing, but sooner or later she realized that here, she had the liberties she felt that she lacked and that had her intrigued

soon enough, she was dyeing her hair blue ( bc sofia with blue hair ?? o o f ) or whatever colour interested her, frequenting somewhat immoral places for the adventure and sleeping in past noon, something she hadn’t done in years

so now, coming to grips with the fact that here, she doesn’t have that looming engagement or her mother’s overbearing nature weighing her down, she can rediscover the girl that she once was in peace

PERSONALITY AND OTHER SHIT

a really sad bean ok ??

like she’s discontent on so many levels and doesn’t really know who she is anymore

that being said, she was a pessimist back in the real world, worn down by commitments and super indifferent about many things

like she didn’t care if she got hit by a car, mugged, anything — it just felt like another bearable inconvenience to an already exhausting life

blunt, a bit jaded and vexing, just a v odd, negative girl ??

lost a lot of respect for her mom even if she still loves her, this whole thing made her bitter towards the older woman and even others ?? so she feels a bit guilty about not wanting to go back even after all of that madness just after high school

here, she’s emerging from the cold hard exterior she’d seen slowly build itself up and desensitize her, she’s more fun-loving and becoming increasingly outgoing as time drags on

she’s not just some broken muse needing one person to fix her, she wants to do it on her own but knows that what brought her to that point were the people influencing her and calling the shots on her behalf, so finding people opposite of that to lend a hand seems practical to her

her loose morals here definitely conflict with those from before, especially when it comes to sex and love. the last thing that she wants to do is ruin her relationship despite her feelings within it, but she can feel her resolve slipping at times ( if it hasn’t already )

she’s also bi so.. js sgfdklgjd

um

i had more to work with i swear

but i blanked bc i’m rediscovering an old muse ksfdjgg

scanning XU YUXIAN, they are TWENTY FOUR year old and read as CUNNING but DECEITFUL, which explains why they are referred to as the VARMINT. before virtual reality HE was IMPRISONED FOR THE DISTRIBUTION OF DRUGS and living in QUINGDAO, CHINA. they’ve been said to look incredibly similar to HUANG ZITAO, but they’ve never seen it. in this new virtual world, they plan on DOING ALL OF THE CRAZY SHIT HE'S ALWAYS WANTED TO and hope to NEVER GO BACK to reality. 

*    BACKGROUND    !

tl ; dr . “ the best way to solve a problem is just to eliminate it . " in thick accented mandarin. the roar of a bike kicked to life with exhaust pouring out of the tailpipe and the low graveled hum as it idles way past midnight. charcoal ashes and heavy-lidded eyes. teeth stained red from marlboro's and split, bloody lips. baseball bats through car windows, the scrape of a bic as it lights. the smell of cigarettes burned deep into veins. the drag of a knife light across a throat. knuckles blooming purple pressed into nose bridges, a smile with a pair of pliers knocking against porcelain teeth. THIS vine. 

so as formerly stated this is yuxian, the worser half of the xu siblings. disruptive and dangerously reactive to any sort of aggression, he's adapted to a reality reliant on violence and force over patience and rationale. he's an overall shitty guy, with some even shittier habits. street smart and instinctive, his world works in harsh turns and bared knuckled fists. 

dropped out of high-school.. was one of those ‘lunch is my fav class’ kids except he got dragged 2 school by the ear when he was younger and then people just. stopped giving a fuck  ! 

so he did what most boys do in big towns with no proper parental guidance: raised a little hell, drank a lot of alcohol when his liver was barely formed, fixed bikes and engines, and beat up a few rich kids who looked @ him the wrong way. speaks like every mf villain in an anime ever. over-enunciates vowels and suffocates his consonants. acts like the stray he p much is w parents as shitty as his. 

the xu family had earned themselves a nasty reputation in the community they lived in. they're tough, they're intimidating. they do things their way. xu’s speak with their fists and their knives and their brass knuckles and their bats, not known for thinking out their actions before acting out. violent. horrible. the worst People™. 

yuxian’s parents owned and operated a dim-lit, greasy restaurant in the heart of their community, once used to deepen the family's pockets as they sold some choice off-menu items, they were offered a deal by a rich family that bought up their block when yuxian was around 15, selling their enhanced drugs imported from europe behind the grime-coated counter. yuxian saw the $$$ and didn’t think abt how risky it would b, or that they’d be the ones caught red handed if they were ever raided. being able to label himself as a drug dealer just made his reputation in the community go up.. and he was livin la vida loca 

along with working as a drug-runner, he liked to fancy himself as something of a debt collector, making sure to "follow up" with anyone who hopes to evade payment to the family. weapons of choice include a baseball bat to the kneecaps and automatic knives. has he actually hurt anybody ?? absolutely Not. he a puthy ass bitch... but don’t say that to his face unless u wanna end up like that ‘what are u gonna do? stab me? guy who then.. got stabbed 

basically yuxian will do whatever it takes to get what he wants and to survive. he never considers himself a bad guy; he considers herself bold where others find him brash. he thinks that he's tough where he's really just a brute. he's never a bully, it's never unjustified, but if he ever is he doesn’t think much of it bc he’s never gonna change , ygm ?? 

he ended up in prison when he started selling drugs to the rich family’s only son, who lbr, became quite a decent friend to yuxian. the son in question had a bad side - effect to the dodgy drugs they were dealing and died of cardiovascular complications. worst thing is that the last memory xian has of the world before virtual reality is waiting for his parents or siblings to come visit him at but being stood up. next thing he knows he’s in a world where his freedom hasn’t been taken from him and he can. he’s Extremely Bitter, and very Chaotic, my guys. so watch out

*    PERSONALITY   !

honestly and truly, at the end of the day, yuxian is not a good friend to have. xian is not friendly. he will never say the thing you want to hear as opposed to how he is feeling, he'll never sugarcoat anything, he'll never be a listening ear. encouragement and support don't exist here. he is fickle and fair-weathered and will use and use and use until there's nothing left to give. 

self-serving and self-invested to his core, he cares so little it's essentially nonexistent for anyone other than himself. not even his family, given the circumstances. he is opinionated and reactive. volatile. if someone is looking for an influence in their life that will give no fucks and encourage even the smallest whispers of an impulse, yuxian is The One™. 

every bad influence every mother's warned about, everything you know you should say no to: that's her. he has nothing to lose and lives his life accordingly. those in his periphery, he encourages to do the same. respect and admiration are not easily earned. he needs to be impressed. the grander the debauchery, the more points earned. but of course, don't try too hard.. bc that’s corny and he can sniff someone simply trying to impress from a mile away. 

still, to those that he's aligned himself with and chosen to befriend – xian can be loyal the way a snake is to a pack. his trigger-haired temper and baseline defensiveness makes him a good rabid junkyard dog to have in any corner. loyalty is mostly reserved for those who benefit him or to those who serve his best interest – contrary to popular belief, he's not entirely stupid. but definitely has been called a bimbo a minimum of five times in his life. 

simply put, he's a thug. his family has terrorised residents and he hasn't fallen too far from the tree, reaping the benefits of everyone's worst expectations. he's vindictive, manipulative, short-tempered and callous. he'll go to extreme lengths – which often include coercion via intimidation or violence – to get what he wants. he has little regard for other peoples' safety, well-being, or feelings. he lives to ruin lives; not in that fuckboy-esque i'm-going-to-steal-your-gf-and-ruin-your-social-life kind of petty bullshit. he IS a fuckboy but that’s besides the point.. 

every action is based on gut-impulse, acting purely out of unfettered emotion without thinking of what the consequences might be down the line. just pls hate him bc he really deserves it. 

speaking of Love.. with a reputation that followed him from a few years into high school for being tht guy who makes u feel good abt urself then leaves u on read, he's learned to embrace it and accept that people think he just can’t commit. xian is not good in relationships, he doesn't quite know how to show affection in a healthy way. he gets possessive and jealous and easily poisons everything from the inside while trying to sort out the subconscious overbearing fear of this person realising how shit he is or actually realising they’re worth more than his half-assed attempts at affection. so instead he keeps it at an arm's distance before it gets that far. 

*    WANTED CONNECTIONS   !

foster care kid

bounced around a lot of homes

his last home was the best - theyre mom and dad to him

doesnt know what to do with himself

wanders around korea

homeless but technically not now?

sleeps on people’s couches sometimes though

sort of wants to be a rock star

sort of doesnt want to be a rock star

plays his music on the street for money

just came back to seoul after a few years away

decided to hang out in busan 

didnt get there though ‘cause the aliens put him here instead

very shy

very sweet

doesnt talk much at first but likes to listen

never touch the journals he carries around bc hes very protective

his journals have all his secrets and lyrics and thoughts

he likes having a lot of friends

he’s bisexual but he’s never been in a relationship at all

lowkey is unsure of his feelings for anyone

plus hes oblivious to flirting

… bless his heart

feels trapped in this city

wants to go back just because he values freedom

but also doesnt want to go back because he feels safer here

plus hes not actual homeless

he’s very confused

please love him, he’s very sweet

yewon was born nd raised in south korea, and lived there until she was 16

at sixteen, she dropped outta school nd took whatever savings and possesions she had nd moved to france to pursue a career of art ! not the best idea but .. yolo  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

her parents still haven’t talked to her lol

shes in love with the stars, the moon, the sun, all the galaxies nd all the black holes , the nebulas, ,, really .. anything out in space .. shes in love with it

she’s a sweetheart?? will listen to your rants, bake you cupcakes nd crossiants nd pastries, nd ,maybe even paint you a .. decent portait

she can speak korean & french !

im pretty sure she doesn’t sleep at night, because 1) the sTARS ARE OUT WHY SLEEP WHEN U CAN STARGAZE, nd 2) .. the stars duh

uhh .. since this new world is virtual, im sure the stars are too ? nd it pisses her off 

like?? sure its pretty but there’s too much light pollution yET the stars are bright ?? wtf

uhhhh .. yea so this is all i have time for right now .. rip

friendly reminder tho that i have work nd i dont get on until 7 somedays, so replies ,, will be slow, that’s for sure :/

backstory

sooooo luna was born and raised somewhere in australia –– where, u ask ??? a good question. moving on

literally her youth was so boring like she got the whole package: mom and dad are still together, she has an older brother who played sports n shit, has a family dog who thinks he’s smaller than he is. like i said, the whole package 

but the package was boring and she didnt mf order this ?? why did they send it. 

she lowkey became the problematic sibling that teachers were warned about following her brother. probably the most overused phrase she heard in her life was “why cant u be more like ur brother??” like dang can she be her own person or what 

but yeah she fucked off in school just bc her brother did so well and she was barely acknowledged and she liked it that way bc she got to do what she wanted 

anyways she got involved in the ~ drug scene ~ after graduation and that’s where she stuck ig bc she was comfortable there 

she had her own dealers and she sorta became a dealer herself  and at some point the cops were tipped off about their location and they were hella busted 

she totally played victim tho and ratted everyone else out and was the only one free to go bc she put on such a good story 

but her fam wanted nothing to do with her anyways so when she popped into the virtual world she really didnt mind bc she had nothing keeping her irl 

personality

she’s full of shit goddamn 

she puts up a fight always like bitch fuckin cool it dang 

she’s just got attitude, she’s bitter 

her soul is nice tho like .. beneath all the mold 

she doesn’t think she has a passion or whatever bc what she loves isn’t something she can make money off of or show off bc she fuckin loves reading . honestly a loser . catch her on the train missing her stop bc shes too invested in her book

she can be so fun u really just gotta get her to trust you and not have expectations of her lmao

also not knowing her brother ?? instant +1

??? plot ideas ??? 

drug friends bc u know perfectly well she aint stopping if she has the choice 

flings/hookups 

someone from home?? who knew her family and her “legacy” lmao

a Real Life Person she Actually Trusts !!

someone she can be real with . like real soft . book soft . cuddling by the fire soft . sharing a blanket bc the other one has old cat piss on it soft 

“the flightless bird” potential unachieved, someone who has evolved from their current state, feels grounded, can’t find anyone to accept them for who they are, believes freedom is a hollow farce

_ ____BEFORE VIRTUAL REALITY_ _  _

born in rural boseong, south korea as kwon woojin » transferred to an orphanage in seoul, adopted at a very early age by an american family » moves to the united states as william harris

was born to teenage parents, but small town social norms would’ve made life hell for the family, so they decided to keep the pregnancy a secret and give him away

ends up being adopted by the harris family who are slightly older than most parents (weren’t able to have a biological second child, but really wanted a son) and raise will in a loving home with an older sister

grows up pretty happy, becomes that one Smart Stoner kid in high school, known for being genuine, goofy, and clumsy, and is generally living for the good times

takes a trip during fall to colorado with a group of friends where they plan to drink dangerous amounts of alcohol and get high near the mountains, camping and making memories

spoiler alert: shit happens

will has a bad trip after experimenting with some mushrooms someone had found, and it hits him hard while he’s alone and trying to find his way back to the group after taking a piss

becomes ultra paranoid, sees a figure to his side with “glowing, beady” eyes, lunges after it, starts beating it up to where blood stains his body and his hands are bruised, pounding into it hard until it stops fighting back and........screaming his name ?? ?

not completely aware of what he’s done until he’s back with his friends and CONFLICT occurs between the entire group, concerned and scared and ultimately deciding to hide the biggest secret of all of their lives: will accidentally killed his friend

return home claiming the friend went missing, treating it as such until an investigation is created, and a few months pass in agony - late winter/early spring, pressure builds as new evidence leads to the possibility that the friend was murdered when the body is found and identified

friends are in turmoil, missing school, acting strange, arguing with each other, and everything is looking like it’s beginning to fall apart....and then woojin becomes the first of the group to be called in for questioning

he’s become sensitive, unable to cope, guilty af and just downright terrified, and when he’s sitting in front of the detectives, not meeting their eyes, tears prickling his eyes when they ask him over what felt like hours was elijah killed? — . . .yes — do you know who killed him? — . . .yes — who?

and it’s right in the middle of sobbing that he begins with i—then the world around him changes

_ ____AFTER VIRTUAL REALITY_ _  _

SO after that dramatic af moment, to say the least he arrived thoroughly SHAKEN and STIRRED into this new version of life

acted recklessly in the beginning of the month he arrived, but now he’s taken up the name he knew he was born with and is hellbent on changing his life

also, even though he was content with his life in the united states, he still had the thoughts and concerns about what his life could’ve been like if he was never given away or adopted

therefore, he’s going to live as if he never had that past of his and he desperately doesn’t want to go back to the real world because he’s petrified of what will happen once he finishes that sentence of his confession

currently going to be studying neuroscience in one of the universities, leaving behind his past self’s major in english literature and writing for the study of the chemical relationships in the brain because he can’t help but hate himself for not being more knowledgable about it when he was in the real world

_ ____WHO HE IS_ _  _

stays away from drugs and weed now, i wonder why  w o w, in the process of cutting his alcohol intake too but fuck a dude gotta live with SOMEthing can’t he, uugh

used to be sUCH a foolish, light-hearted bean sprout but poor bby has become a lot more serious and cautious since the events that occurred while camping

it doesn’t mean he isn’t friendly, and he’s still outgoing and silly, but it’s so SO much more toned down from the way he was before

but if he’s ever with people who know him well now or that he likes, traces of his childish, endearing nature will definitely pop up

likes cute things, when it rains while the sun goes down, books, tattoos, cheeto puffs, kissing, taking selfies, and mayonnaise (don ‘ t ju dg e hi mm,,, okay??)

dislikes overly aggressive people, wet socks, tight clothes, waking up early, others telling him what to do, and mustard (we started with a condiment so we gonna end with a condiment, fight me)

doesn’t actually know much korean after being raised in the united states, only knew the basics as a kid but slowly forgot as he got older » self-studied a bit more when he started college because he felt stupid for not knowing the language of his parents

however, he is fluent in english and even spanish after taking it for language credits in school

debating about keeping purple/silver-haired!joonie aesthetics,, hmmm....

so much muse for this beb, cry with me die with me laugh with me pls ily

heeeeeeey-ho, your favourite friendly neighbourhood loser sky is finally here to talk about her beloved Angel™. she/her, twennnnney & from cest aka gmt+2, a nerd. but !! i’m not important here, my baby is sooo i’m really fckn hoping you guys are down for reading some perhaps confusing shit bc i plan on rambling a lot eeek ok here we go.

ps. i hope no one is triggered by this. if you have a problem with any part of my bio, feel free to contact me but only if you genuinely have a problem with it & not because you wanna be an asshole. ok ty~!!

pss. i know that it might seem Extra, introducing so many dark topics here, but abuse, separation & depression are believed to be among the main causes of mpd, so they needed to be included.

psss. i won’t actually be portraying the mental illness itself. it’s only present in my love’s past.

GANG JINYONG:

of course shin deiji isn’t a real name. shin deiji doesn’t exist in reality. at least not with this face. the name they’d attach to his solemn features back home was gang jinyong. jinnie.

born twenty-two years ago on november 11th in ilsan, south korea, this scorpio was raised by a single mother with occasional, undesired appearances of his sperm donor ( his father, but he doesn’t deserve to be called that ).

he was a result of a loveless act, a drunken hookup that failed to turn into anything more. a product of reckless infidelity. his mom, min seo, was a college senior & the guy, jiho, was the owner of a local pub, a married man with two children. when she discovered that she was pregnant & that he was married & uninterested to help her with the baby, she threatened to ruin his marriage if he did not support her financially.

he did so during her pregnancy. she kept asking him for help even after giving birth ( naturally, bc her parents didn’t want to support her & she had to drop out of college so she had no income whatsoever. couldn’t work bc who’d take care of tiny jinnie then ? ). he found them a decent apartment & gave her a job at the bar. jinnie grew up in that bar and watched men catcall, emotionally & sexually abuse his v young mother night after night. he even witnessed jiho slap her a couple of times when she asked for a raise or complained about the regular customers being nasty towards her.

min seo, bless her soul, was a wonderful mother. she put her child first and would rather starve than let her kid walk around hungry. but during the years of torture she became very mentally ill & she would snap at jinnie during her breakdowns. afterwards, though, she’d fall on her knees in front of the tiny kiddo & apologise, kiss his little cheeks & forehead.

when he grew up, he became a victim of the drunks as well. i don’t feel like writing about that now, it was too nasty.

experiencing all of this first hand, more often than not, jin would lock himself away & daydream about a better life. either a life where he was capable of protecting himself or a life in which he was appreciated. those two were among many scenarios he’d get lost in. 

while he was still young he dealed with some blackouts & memory loss. he couldn’t figure out how he ended up standing in a particular room. he couldn’t remember certain conversations or things he had done. it was a rare occurrence at first, but as he got older & more plagued by tragedies, it became more frequent.

min seo, believing she was doing the right thing, gave jinyong away when he was eleven. he would’ve been taken away from her anyway, since she was deemed an unfit parent & jin was growing up in an unhealthy environment.

the separation made his illness even worse, it really did. that’s when he had the most alts who distracted him. however, all of them merged and then split into two, leaving jin only with jiu & jeaki.

he was adopted by won mina & jongin, who moved to tokyo, japan with him a year later.

he went to school there & was a remarkable student who was especially interested in nanotechnology.

personality-wise, he was more of a quiet type. not shy but he didn’t like to speak when he had nothing smart to say. blunt af, honest. though, still considerate & kind.

JIU:

the only major alt that survived besides his most prominent one, jeaki.

jiu loves fashion more than life itself. sometimes jin would wake up in piles of new clothes & then look in the mirror and see that his hair’s grey or pink   ------   that’s mostly how he discovered when this alt was in charge of his body. jiu always styled his host. other alts didn’t really care about that, but would sometimes sigh at jiu’s extravagant fashion choices, cashmere suits & silky scarves, while going through the closet.

jiu wasn’t delusional, he knew he was not actually a fae prince, but he liked to view himself as one. no one ever praised him, so he took it upon himself to praise himself.

he was created to battle sexual abuse & the depressing lack of love jin was dealing with.

sweet af. pure. heart of gold. god of love. lecherous. classy.

heart-shaped sunglasses. dimmed lights with a rosy glow. tasty, edible lip scrubs. summer.

JEAKI:

main alt. he came when jin was feeling helpless. when anger was bubbling inside of him & ached to be released. he was initially envisioned as a protector of both jinyong & his mother, but soon jin could no longer control him & jeaki became a separate personality with a mind of his own. he started appearing more when jin moved to tokyo to live with his adoptive parents. with a tongue as sharp as a razor & steel knuckles that aren’t afraid to fight back, he failed to manage his wrath whenever he was present.

he was aware of his host & other alts and he wanted to do everything he could to be the most superior alt, often engaging in conflicts with them in jin’s mind even when he was not controlling his body. he managed to consume a couple of minor alts.

he’s not your typical murderous alt you know in media. no, he was never violent just because and he was never aggressive when unprovoked. as i said, he was there to fight back for jin, who was too afraid to do it himself.

thunderstorms. static noise. heavy eyeliner. danger. sore knuckles. bruised skin. jumping out of a plane. taking risks. cats. glares. autumn.

the night of doom: jeaki didn’t have the time to change from jiu’s ridiculous clothes. he needed to go out & get some fresh air. he was angry. mina yelled at jin because of a bad grade, not knowing that he, jeaki, took that test insted of jinnie. jeaki was the one feeling worthless so he needed to go out & cool down. but when his anger management issues combined with a street thug calling him out on his ( jiu’s ) fashion choices & using slurs ( reminding him of his days back at the bar in ilsen ), he could only see red. he started a fight without the intention to end a life, but that’s what happened.

TRANSITION: 

jinyong came back to his senses in the middle of the street with dirt & blood on his knuckles & face, beaten, but without a sign of the other’s body anywhere around him. he had no memory of what had happened, but he was having a panic attack & didn’t trust his adoptive parents enough to ask for help.

not long after that jinyong was tracked down & supposed to be charged for murder but a psychiatrist managed to prove that jin had dissociative identity disorder, so they placed him in a mental hospital.

alone, terrified & clueless of jeaki’s deed, jin cried his eyes out in his room in the hospital, until everything around him started pixelating.

SHIN DEIJI:

present day. no, there was not an epic war between alts & their host in order to determine who’d be the cured version of him in this world. it was peaceful. fragments of jin, jiu & jeaki merged in order to form a boy who thoroughly knows himself, but doesn’t know how he’ll react to anything. the voices from his head are gone   ------   they all speak at the same time when he opens his mouth.

seeing how he’s the perfect harmony of the three boys that used to live in his body, he couldn’t choose one of their names. he also didn’t want to be associated with anything from his past. that’s when he adopted the name shin deiji, deiji meaning daisy, his mother’s favourite flower. he might introduce himself to you as daisy rather than deiji if you don’t speak korean.

depending on what kind of person you are, you will be shown an appropriate side of deiji’s personality. so, when a couple of different people sit down and start talking about deiji, they might realise that it sounds as if they’re talking about different individuals.

he doesn’t trust people easily. he’d rather die than let anyone lay a poisonous hand on him again. he sticks up for himself. he’s his own protector and best friend. he’ll play you before you even think about playing him.

him not trusting people doesn’t mean he doesn’t engage in various interactions with them. he loves to charm his way into people’s lives because he’s no longer scared that he’ll blackout & do something that he won’t remember afterwards. something that he won’t be fully aware of & unable to control.

hooo, boy. he’s so angry. if you’re rude to him, he’ll be twice as rude to you. always wants to one up others. always. if you’re playing a game ?? he will lie & cheat & do everything to win. then lie about lying & cheating. if he still loses, expect a hissy fit.

god. affection. give this boy affection. would 11/10 die if someone cuddled him. especially when he’s being Extra with his raging, burning anger. he’d just ... melt tf away.

loves to party ?? he doesn’t have to take his medication anymore, but that doesn’t mean that he’s going to drink and get high every chance he gets. get those nasty substances away from him. they took his mother away.

he’s forgiven his mother for every single bad word she directed towards him bc he knows what it’s like battling a mental illness. he’d give anything for a chance to see her again & tell her that he loves her.

nanotechnology is still the love of his life & he’s still such a nerd and wants to know what tf is up with this virtual world & figure out how it works but like ... he’s a scared bambi that fears that he’ll get sent back to his own personal hell if he tries to figure out what’s going on.

so rly what he’s focusing on rn is becoming an actor because he has all these FEELINGS that need to be expressed without having a poor individual who’d be hit by that tidal wave. he rly wants to act, he thinks that will help him a lot. the idea of finding roles that would fit each of the personalities he previously consumed makes him all giddy.

pansexual & rly just a sexual person afaf.

so ... basically what i’m giving you here is a screaming nerd who loves to flirt. ok. should’ve only written that. rip.

if you’re still confused: he no longer has mpd. call him deiji/daisy. don’t yell at him. unless you want bad shit to happen ??